Friday, January 18, 2008

oh god... i think i must be mad... i'm currently very very attached to my house.. once i step out of it, i'll start feeling unhappy.. and i think i got homesick today.. my head started spinning, my mood starts to drop, and everything just goes off once i reach hm.. hmmmmm....

made pineapple tarts with mama and lotus (??) before i went to sch today.. started adjusting all my timings and see which one is the nicest and oso tried making the huang li su where the paste is inside de la.. LOL!! it look so funny and ugly to me now.. and i simply added too much pineapple so the whole thing is very soft.. cos no much of crust u see.. LOL!! and i ate away the one i think it's the nicest today cos i try timing only put 1 inside ma.. I DUN WANNA EAT SO MANY!! haha. but we've decided that we shld just mk the one with the paste outside de.. cos it looks prettier.. =) =) the sense of accomplishment is higher u see.. haha. my neighbor try le and say very nice and it's nicer than the last time i made it (i tried out my new recipe!!) and my cousin and his wife came by and ate it just now.. all praises again.. i just love ppl to praise me.. hahahahaha..

BUT!!!!!! his wife used a super lousy word on me just now.. i think she din mean it that way la.. but she kip saying and exclaiming "kai li hao you xin ji orh!!" can she tk that ji away? lol!! if i commercialize it then ok la.. but i din!! LOL!!! but seriously, we thinking of selling it next time.. haha. it's good money man!! but then, it's alot of work la.. mama and i decided to wait for khailing to come our house during the weekends then we make the next batch and the floss thingy and the tapioca chips.. haha. i still haven get my small little wooden mould for my kueh bakit and the green bean cookies yet.. think really must head down to sembawang le.. cant find it anywhere.. **my mama this yr really nv buy any new yr food shio... LOL!!

going batam tmr le... but going shopping with ah dear before that since he's nt going with us this time round... *poor thing* i'm nt at all excited lk last time go thailand.. haha. i kukuly cant slp cos we got hm very late during xmas eve then had a morning flight oso la.. LOL!! but still.. so happy going for a short getaway from sg again!! and i really dun nida pay any cent leh.. haha. all sponsor (or rather deduct frm the money my bro owe me) by korkor.. i hope my mood will get better after coming back~

=) =)

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Wednesday, January 16, 2008

oh darn.. i'm so tired now that i cant move.. god noes why.. LOL!! perhaps cos i nid 9 hrs of slp each day and i'm currently totally lack of it.. and perhaps cos i've been using way too much of my brain.. well, since it's only week 2.. but i feel lk a mugger.. i am serious ok.. LOL!!

i was really happy when elizabeth msg me to cancel tuition today.. not cos i was tired.. but cos i'm happy that i dun have to reach hm only after mama finish cooking.. haven been eating piping hot dinner lidat.. and i'm darn sad abt it... perhaps it's totally diff from the life i was having just lk 2 weeks ago ba... i nearly cried when i was having my dinner la.. cos i really miss the warmth of the food at hm.. hehs. ok.. that was abit exaggerated.. LOL!! but i was excited all the way hm cos of looking forward to my dinner at hm.. when has my life turned upside down suddenly??? booohoo... i can only say.. cos of the lousy timetable i'm having now...... i'm only entitled to this kinda dinner on fri night leh... BOOOS!!

i have been feeling really unhappy these few days and i dunno why.. =( =( hopefully going batam this weekend will mk me feel happier.. i dun lk my life now........... i cant slp lk i wan, i cant stay at hm as i wish, my dinner time is being pushed back, and worst still, ah dear cant book out as he could when he's in kranji camp.... i haven been seeing or worst still, hearing much of him since he switch camp.. oh wells..... the only happy thing is i am studying wad i love.. oh wells.....

i just wanna stay at hm............................... =( =( and bully lotus.

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Monday, January 14, 2008

i feel totally dreadful while walking towards the tuition place today.. partly cos of the rain, partly cos i'm alittle tired, partly cos i long to go hm, partly cos i'm hungry so i'm munching on bread when it shld be dinnertime if i'm hm.. but i'm all so cold, wet hungry instead of warm, dry and eating dinner at hm.. and the tot of a long long week just turns me off suddenly.... but wells, moaning a little, i begin to think of all the good i have.. well, at least i have the chance to buy a bread to eat, at least i still get a chance to study and it's of something i love, at least i get a chance to work and earn some money for myself.. so wells......

just now alittle time before i end my tuition, i decided to stop teaching and talk to andrew.. haha. well, i did my part to motivate him and to tell him he's totally nt alone de la.. of cos, i did ask him to love wad he's doing and study, esp chinese.. LOL!! he asked me how.. i can only tell him........... chant "i love ..."! LOL!!!! total crap.. but i really feel very happy when i walk out of the house cos i think i've motivated him.. wells.. it's nt cos of andrew's mama asking me to do it, but i think, he look kinda tired.. i nid all kinda motivations, much less a boy who had just realised he has so many roles to play and so many stuffs to do suddenly.. haha. =) =)

I THINK I AM DUMB... HAHA

I LOVE BIOSCIENCE!!!! BOOOOS!!!

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Sunday, January 13, 2008

oh boy.. i feel so empty within myself.. LOL!! for a seriously stupid reason.. hehs.. a.. wells... cos i'm really sad that i finish watching my dvd le.. LOL!! it's been quite sometime since i last watch a show that i dun wan it to end. LOL! cos my mama and i think that lee min ji is too cute la.. haha. his smile is sooooooo cute.. LOL!! okokokok.. and oso cos the show is very funny la.. well.. to us la.. our family will roar with laughter.. even papa and korkor nv watch thru the show will oso watch and luff with us if they are in the living room.. hehs. and not to mention da zi, or rather cai lin is so cute.. LOL!! i love shows that can mk me luff and then be so filled with love.. haha. *thou the ending is pretty stupid to me, they are tog is happy enuf.. but wells, that's kinda expected..* grrrrrr........ got anymore lee min ji's shows nt? haha. my mama and i just fell in love with his smile when we watch the zhen de zhen de xi huan ni.. wahahahaha.. *grins*

for dunno wad reason, my throat is in pain again.. oh boohoos.. so even thou i've brushed my teeth, i've decided to tk the strepsils to hopefully numb my throat.. but heys~ it din work.. oh man... BOOS!! see.. now i must brush my teeth for nothing.. hehs

oh boy..... i dun really have the heart to study duper hard now.. hehs.. hmmmm...... all lee min ji's fault la!! heee... always able to find excuse for myself for not studying and doing my tutorial.. but then ar, i've sorta finished going thru my lects leh.. and i really got try to do my tutorial today leh.. just that i am dumb and is unable to do leh.. really dun wanna admit defeat de leh.. but wells, heck le la.... shant get so worked up and stress over a silly piece of paper called tutorial.. or rather 3 pieces? haha. but i up till now haven read my journal article leh.. oh boos.. hehs. print so long le some more.. heee.. as for the rest, i can happily say that no one has post any tutorials for me to do.. PHEW~ haha

next week onwards going to be some pretty long week for me le ba.. i really hope i can survive thru it happily.. LOL!! i think the earliest i can reach hm from mon to thurs is 8 plus ba.... only fri dun have anything after lessons.. hehs. it's miserable enuf.. *hopefully my tues lect can end early every week... then i dun nida plan to reach hm at ard 9 plus to 10 lidat* <-- this is the timetable that made me feel uber miserable last week.... *i am going to defeat fatigue!!* (but seriously, i wanna train up oso cant leh.. so i've been slping 9hrs the min when i can!! jialat..... i plan to slp 8 only.. but wells, i slpt 10 ytd.. I MUST BE A PIG MAN!!! somemore i wanna munch on stuffs all day loong... =( =( =( HELP ME!! I AM FAT ENUF LE LA!! LOL!!!!!)

tata for now~

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