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haiyo.. ah ma still haven come out of the hospital yet.. today going to get discharged de leh.. then end up get very dizzy and blah when waiting lo.. haiyo.. lidat how to celebrate mothers day lidat? i tot my mouth really so zun cos ytd i say she'll get discharged b4 sat de.. then i wake up really say she discharged le lo.. then now say must go in again.. so sad.. then mama they all oso no mood to celebrate mothers day le.. then papa oso must work on sun.. SO, no mothers day celebration le! nvm.. i believe next week can still celebrate belated de!! ah ma faster get well ma!!! see everyone oso so tired by going to and fro the hospital.. i go for 2 days i really very tired le shio.. cos of the super loooooooong train journey and oso cos the weather very hot.. then now is staying at the c ward... NO AIRCON!! ah ma can tahan but kelly and lotus cannot shio... haha.

seriously, no one noe wad happen to her leh? always cant find cause de.. who tell ah ma so lazy oso dun wanna exercise and tk more calcium... i must continue to exercise and TRY my best to tk more nutritious food.. haha.. see me dancing kickboxing in my late 50s ba.. WOOOOOT!!! hee..

ytd bring lotus to the hospital nearly cost me my life.. haha.. WHERE GOT BABY GIRL SOOOOOOOOO ACTIVE DE LA???!! i see she very hot so bring her down to somewhere got air con lo.. end up, there's no diff to me!! cos she kip running here and there!! haha.. even pull me towards a boy! she really no jing chi de leh!! haha. and maciam noe everyone in the train.. we center of attention wherever we go cos of silly lotus la... heh. so paiseh!! haha. from ytd she kip sticking to me.. haiyoyoyoyo.. cant get anything done de leh~ heh.

yea~~ finally finished my man at thevineyard~ nicececece~~~ they only kiss at the last episode la! heee... must start on a new show le~ heee.. =) =)

my leg really muscleache shio.. maciam penguin walking when i start walking after sitting for sometime.. heh. then today arms oso.. cos of carrying that fatty lao baby.. haha..

lotus soooo noisy today~ no peace when we tried to talk on the phone tog leh!! heh.. then me and ah dear totally dun understand wad lotus is babbling abt.. heh. she's been talking to me since ytd lo!! haha

today had a loooooooong slp finally.. cos last last night slpt at 430 cos watching my vcd.. then mama pull me out of bed to see ah ma!! arrrgghhh.. then i kip yawning... until my aunt ask me why i kip yawning.. haha.. then cos of the trip there, i din go pilates lo... heh. nvm! later go kickboxing oso the same la.. heee.. =) ah ma more impt~~

went tuition again last night.. then wahahaha.. i think i must dress up to go tuition that 3 kids lo! they'll lk me more if they think i pretty lidat.. haha.. they kip asking me why i sooo pretty ytd~ SHIOK! heh. then alvin say i look lk princess.. (act i just wear my dress la...) then got alot of gaga appear leh! then i maciam brave lidat.. now i understand why janney say no matter how much she's scare of the cockcroach, she'll find the courage to fight it cos of his son.. it's my first time saying u dun touch it, they wun touch u.. cos all the time is everyone tell me that la! hee.. *GROW UP.. MEANS I'M NT 8!!* haha. then i started fabricating stories abt the gaga.. and they really believe they my fren so really very obedient leh~ hahahaha..

oh no.. i still got alot of things haven do yet leh!!! hahahahaha..

yea~ later meeting yx they all for dinner~ heh. thou i wanted to go some shopping centers la.. but who tell us wanna eat those hawker center food.. so have to brave the heat lo~ heh. we going maxwell. super far can.. hahaha.. finally i can get my skirt back from tht evil shihua~~~ haha.. kickboxing burn some fats then go feast.. haha. i got a feelin i wun slim down lo....... haha. the exercise maciam lk going to stop me from gaining more weight only lidat... haha.. FLABBY FATS GO AWAY!!!!!

yippppeee~~~ sat is coming~!!! tata~~

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Wednesday, May 09, 2007

i think i am going to have muscleache tmr.. haha. the stepblitz tired shio.. heh. tmr going for pilates.. heh. fri is kickboxing then sun is pilates.. haha.. I AM DETERMINED TO SHED OFF 5kg.. wooot!

hectic life ar hectic life.. heh. i'm nt going to be free for any nights from now on man.... dunno shld tk up the new tuition nt.. but dun tk it up, i'll nt be able to earn more than 1000! but it's only at night so nt that bad lo... cos i have all the afternoon for myself right? sum it up only work for 2 days the most, i'll earn more than 1000 leh.. so sad first mth must give up 50% of my pay..... hom.. this is call paying for info ar? haha.

today freaking tired.. then stayed abit more for tuition cos tmr both got exams.. and i thinnk i repeated alot of same things cos both same subjects.. haha.. so funny.. and i really think a positive learning attitude mks a big difff..

i just knew it.. the vineyard show is turning out to be pretty nice.. haha.. she really very pretty leh.. haha. and i wanna eat the grapes la... haha. so funny oso... =) =)

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Tuesday, May 08, 2007

god... why is this happening?? no wonder ah dear always treat me lk i'm a baby!!! oh man... haha. oh ya.. highlight the part above the cake to see what i'm amazed abt.. haha

You Are 8 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

http://www.blogthings.com/whatagequiz/">What Age Do You Act?

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11:31 PM

today busy until lk wad shio.. starting go hospital see ah ma.. then rush down for tuition at cck and was 15mins late cos of the stupid shuttle bus and oso cos we left the hospital too late. then rush to tuition at woodlands and got lost cos of a silly mistake.. ended up 30mins late.. heh. so no choice lo, gotta cancel the kidos tuition cos if i continue to go, i must tuition till 1030 leh.. tmr they still got sch de lo... so thurs then go back again.. haha

din have any proper meal today at all lo....... hom! next week must leave earlier from hm so this wun repeat again man.. heh.. booohoo.. i din even go to lot1 in the end lo.. but cant blame la.. must go and see ah ma de ma.... hope she'll get well soon man.... this time must go for mir or mri lo... poor thing........ GO GO JIAYOU!!!

i'm really freaking tired from all the things i've done over the past few days la... din get to slp much cos slpt late and wake up early. i maciam sch goin to reopen lidat shio.. heh.. today must slp earlier so tmr can go amore... yea!!! i must go and sweat it out le!!!!! going stepblitz~ the last time i tried it hor, my sweat was lk nv off tap lidat lo... comparable to kickboxing la.. somemore so much more muscle toning.... heh. dunno why kickboxing more tiring thou.. (if nt call the most tiring aerobics for wad right? heh)

hols dun end so quickly k?? i still got lotsa things i wanna do!! and!! i dun have time to watch my vcds yet!!!

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i'm suddenly loss at words... i din how self-centered i was all these while... but i really noe now.......

i act had ah dear revolving ard me all these while and he just do anything just to mk sure i smile.... and i really mean anything!!! but what have i been doing????!!! i saw something just now that just dawn this fact on me suddenly.... i haven been at his side all these while at all... oh god.. wad have i been doing???!!!! i even blow up cos of the stupid saf that day when it's nt his fault at all... i throw temper, tantrums but i nv blow up at him b4 de!!!!

i really miss him lotsa suddenly.. i really wanna hug him tight and tell him i'm really sorry... but i can do nothing of this sort at all!!!!

why did he do so much things for me?? maybe i wun feel that bad this way......

deardear!! where are u now??? hom...... T-T

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Monday, May 07, 2007

poor deardear now at outfield again.. haiz...... lucky today ah ni called me when i was out with crystal.. if i'm alone at hm again.... i think i'll end up crying again.. BUT! silly ah dear smuggle his phone there to call me la!! wahahaha.. was soooo surprised when i pick up his phone just now..

wah liew.. the shirt i buy for him is soooo fitting for him! but why izit sooo big on me??? survey says the sexiest pyjamas is the guy's clothes leh.. but why i dun feel sexy at allllll???!! izit cos of the oversized shorts?? next time i shall bring my little shorts! but! i wear his jerseys at hm oso dun feel sexy leh.. izit cos must wear shirt?? hahaha.. or... I AM JUST NT SEXY??! wahahahahaha... and ah dear's room really very dark to tk photos la.. haha.. my room is better~~ heh.. =) =)

thurs will come sooooon!!!!!

today went vivo shop with crystal~~~ haha.. yeayeayeyaea~~ after today, i more or less can stop myself from buying dresses thou i kip looking at them.. haha.. =) cos i think i nid more clothes for sch instead u noe?? heee.. =) =)

the big shirt i bought today.. kena bluff by a stupid bear that it's 16 bucks.. end up is 29 bucks.. heh..


my little shorts.. yea~~ one more shorts to go beach~~ cant wait for the post POP activities!! wahahahaha..

had icecream at hagan daz cos tired le la.. haha.. and my legs hurts from all the walking.... heee..

can see that we act ate some b4 we rmb we shld tk photos of it?? hahaha... heee.. just that we turn ard nia.. haha

sea views is always the nicest.. be it day or night.. of cos, my fav time of the day will be the nicest!! haha.. =) =) =)




and how can we nt tk photos of ourselves right?? heh.. but nvm tk much la..

this side of the face is nt my nicer side.. woooot!! and i really feel very fat wearing the dressss!!!! i really must find some jacket to cover it soon! but i cant find any of my liking leh... hom.. and oso dun suit the dresss... HOM!!!!

lotus and my fav hide and seek~~ peekaboo behind!! yeayeayea~~ silly lotus.. haha

lazy walk out so it's just the back view from my room... haha.. no pink one leh.. so sad hor?? heh. this is step one.. soon, i'll get the wall papers for my room de!!!!!!

ytd got a big scare out of my life cos of lotus's toy phone la... biang eh.. i really tot got ghost leh.. the phone started ringing nonstop la!!! everyone slp le!!!! alot of times la.. then i really wanted to call my parents (really call thru phone) cos i dun dare to move.... heh. but i decided i dun even dare to move to get the phone.... then i wanted to call ah dear but i scare disturb him slp and mk him worry only.... AND! morning i wake up and tell my mama... THEY TELL ME THE PHONE SPOIL!! wah shio.. mk me whole night panick for nothing!!! hahaha.. i feel so silly la!! my god.... i dun even dare to open my eyes after i msg deardear i going to slp and complain abit abt the phone la... haha.. I'M A SULA!!!! hahaha

tmr gt 2 new tuition the wed going for tuition coordinator training.. so exciting.. haha

i think i'm abnormal... haha. but i dunno how to explain that 2 phenomenons.. hahaha.. but i feel cute and happy and high can le right??? muahahaha...

been wondering these few days... why izit that u dun get to spend everyday w ur frens, u feel nothing much.. long time nv see will miss la.. but, one week nv see wun feel much ma.. but why when nv talk to ah ni for one day then will feel something missing?? izit cos of xi guan? he really got mk me tat happy meh? i mean, i luff that much w every other frens right? haha.. wad mks a boyfriend diff from normal frens? (other than u dun hug and kiss ur frens.. wooot!) the amt of love and care he shower? frens oso gt wad.. thou maybe nt to THAT extent.. the way he understands u? but frens also can understand u real well wad.. sometimes maybe more than ur bf.. heh. izit the chemistry? but wad mks up the chemistry????!!! still got wad diff??? i mean it's really a totally diff feeling but i dun understand.. i'm in a WHY mode now.. hee

i realised my last post really super long.. so i shall stop now!! hehe

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i din managed to post this b4 12! so......
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY LAI LAI!!!!
and..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY XINGYING!!!

haha.. 2 birthdays in a row shio... hahaha.. soooooooo exciting!! i love birthdays~!! esp when now i'm in an ultra HIGH moooood~!! heh.. lucky for those with birthdays falling during this period man!! i'm willing to doooo alot of things~! haha. why is my unfateful birthday falling on unfateful sept? last time so happy abt it cos it's during the sch hols.. BUT IT IS NOT ANYMORE!! haha

ytd went for my facial and slimming session.. what i can conclude is.......... my tolerance of PAIN has increased over time man... hahahaha.. went mpy instead of mtp and many was lk quite shocked la.. haha.. then i sooooo bu xi guan that they treat me soooooo courteously shio.. cos many are new so duno me.. haha.. but still see fyn, miki, felis, vicki and of cos JOEY ard la.. haha.. sooo happy to see them.. and the niceest thing is all of them tell all the new ppl abt me.. haha.. and all their conclusion is i'm soooo cute... haha.. and... i'm soooo white and skin sooooo soft.. woot! then starting my beautician really dunno who i am then call me misss.. FELIS JUST SHOUT IN "u still miss her for wad?? old colleagues lo... haha"

biang eh.. after that, really no one really treat me as customers le lo... god! i even did alot of things myself.. really miss working there leh.. thou really very tiring last time.. but all of them dote on me soooo much.. and all are just a bunch of siao char bos.. and so many customers oso lk me alot.. wahahahaha.. welllll... since i've walked out le... so wells, shall visit them as their customers lo.. heh.. =) my mama bought course lo.. cos of me they gave us some offer (which i dunno is really got the offer or is got this promo.. haha...) and oso vit.. heh.. then my mama oso buy for me.. haha.. wierd hor? mothers day nt i give present is she give leh.. i paid for the small one, she paid for the big one.. heh..

shopped the whole day with mama lidat.. heh. so loooooong nv lidat le lo.. haha.. and i bought a dress for myself.. and my mama bought SO MUCH CLOTHES FOR LOTUS!! then i must pull her away de lo.. (thou i'm super tempted to buy oso.. heh) and oso bought my sharpener for my crayons!! (after exams can color my ah pooh until i shiok le!!) then i oso got buy the "curtain" to put outside my door.. now me and lotus kip playing hide-and-seek behind it.. she see me lift the cutain apart to show my face, she oso noe le lo!! clever baby~!! haha.

really slept super well at night cos of the massage.. heh.. me and ahdear were supposed to watch ghostriders on my lappy de la.. then i felt soooo tired when the show haven even advance pass 10mins, i close my eyes lidat le lo.. haha.. but, my conclusion is.... my bed really got more slpy bugs than his bed.. cos hor, b4 we went over, i just put my hands on the bed i feel slpy le.. then ah dear's conclusion is his bed bigger so the bugs are more spread.. woooot!! lucky we din buy the midnight show for spiderman la.. heh.

i hate SAF!!! hom! mk me cant go vivo and watch my spiderman on sat!! HRMP!! no wonder sispec is called suffer in silence plus extra confinement.... deardear going off for fieldcamp again le la............. so i got a new ah pooh biscuit again.. haha. everytime he go he must buy one so i can use the notebook inside to write wad happened when he's nt ard.. haha.. i wonder how many notebooks we'll accumulate.. heh..

i cant stop typing leh!! jialat...... cos hor.. i'm soooooo high la.. haha.. oh ya! tues got a new tuition le!! at cck!!! heh.. just the right place man~!! cos i wanna go lot1 carry out my mission.. heeee... then it's only once a week nia ne....... haha. *THANKS MEL!!!! help me find my way there~!! haha*

tmr can go sentosa le!! yea!! then fri can meet weng they all le!! yea!!! then tues can go and learn ******* le~!!! yea!! then finally wed shld be have time to go amore le!! yea~!! i'm going to feast the whole weekend i think.. sat ah ma house celebrate mothers day!! and mama say she'll cook cereal prawn again!!!! YUMMMMMMMY!!!! must mk her put more cereal for me.. haha.. then sun afternoon ah dear treat his mama, which means i got treat too... then night is we treat my mama so means ah dear go treat too.. haha.. then.... MIDNIGHT KBOX!!!!!!! haha.. I'M SOOOOO EXCITED~!! NO TIME TO WATCH MY SHOWS LA!! really got alot of shows leh... oh no! why am i so busy??? haha..

goin to get my oven sooon too.. dunno which one to buy yet.. we still pending.. then i'm going to bake cake, cookies, biscuits... mk gueh with mama.. mk tiramisu again.. OH YA!! i promised ah dear fondue too... going to buy my fondue pot oso.. then i'm determined to mk niceeee sushi!! that time roll until everyone luff! hrmp!! i think pasta i'm good enuf le la.. haha.. it's time to learn how to cook more chinese food too!! then my parents and ah dear parents will be willing to eat!! woooot!! seee!! 3 mths where got enuf right?????!!!!!! haha

okokokok.. i shall go and search for more tuition agencies le.. hahahahaha.. i wanna strike rich by teaching de!! tatatata~!!!!

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