Friday, January 11, 2008

i just wanna say i'm watching da zhi de chun tian nw.. LOL!! i think cai lin is so pretty and li min ji is so cute.. lalalalalala~ it's so nice to watch good looking ppl on tv.. LOL!!!!!

on an additional note, i've regained my strength and is studying the way as i did last sem nearer my exams le.. =) =) relax and love is the key to success.. =) =) =) =) ahem.. as a result, i have finish my immunology lect yet.. hahahahaha!!!

take care everyone!!!! i think nissin cup noodles looks nice.. it's waving at me.. LOL!!!!

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Thursday, January 10, 2008

i feel so honored today when i went chapter 2.. LOL!! COS THAT IRRITATING JEFT GOT PROMOTED!! haha. yucks.. on one hand, i'm happy for him that he's now the leading creative stylist in ms and is oso the shop manager le, but means i gotta pay 10 bucks more for his service.. LOL!! so i keep nagging at him and scold him for being promoted.. haha. but this oso mean that i have him all to myself thou some stuffs lk light washing, he can call his ka kia to do it.. haha. he dun have to tend to walk in customers that's why he can be mine 100% and so most of the time i got someone to crap with.. haha! well.. i dunno how come i spend so much money again.. but still, i lk what he always do la.. LOL!! today had highlight and haircut.. hmm.. it's nt a drastic big change la.. but it's still something new.. LOL!! and i got to gossip with one of the asst there.. haha. and i really really lk jeft's hair.. LOL!! why cant the whole street be full of guys from chapter2. i'm nt saying they look totally shuai la.. but they do doll up and cover up their looks.. i'm nt saying they look ugly either pls.. LOL!!!

i'm sad.. jeft only remember my face and my actions and not my name! LOL!!!

but then ar.. i really feel terrible going chpt2 today.. cos i'm supposed to be broke!!!! yucks.. it's all cos i got no time to go in the following mth so i went early de.. my parents gimme the money to buy tb and for me to eat, ah dear wanna gimme money to mk sure i can survive.. then i spend 100 bucks today to beautify myself and mk myself happy.. *feel so bad* act i will have money to survive thru the sem after feb de.. oh wells.. new yr is in feb.. hehs. i'm nt a shopaholic!! haha. i'll earn back the money eventually!! hehs

then my mama and bro is psychoing me to go batam with them.. grrr.. even ah dear is supporting me.. and my bro say i got 150bucks with him so no worries.. my mama say it's nt very ex wad, so she can pay for me so no worries.. ah dear says he can pay for me too.. LOL!! wad's up with everyone suddenly?? when i say there's nothing much to do there, my bro ask me go spa with khailing.. then go there shop.. oh wells.. my mama was asking me wad i wanna get from there she'll buy for me when she go.. haha. i think we are all hooked on family outings izit? hehs. they are really tempting me le........... boooos!!

yea!! i got tuition money again.. feel so happy~ hehs. and they act gave me 2 lessons in advance leh.. the last mth was 1 lesson in advance! hehs. so, i dun think i can ever bring up that i shld increase the fees la.. boohoos.. cos their mama is totally too kind and friendly le.. she's also worried that i'll be too tired from everything and is complaining that i refuse to drink and eat in her house.. LOL!! and she ask me just walk out of the room to look for food if i get hungry during tuition cos she noe i'm rushing over after lessons.. haha. that's so nice of her.. =) =) =)

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Wednesday, January 09, 2008

hmm.. i'm beginning to feel that i dunno wad the hell lies in front of me shio.. haha. it's time to search for my research calling ar? haha. wells.. i think i dun lk drug discovery again.. LOL!! i decided i wanna learn more abt cancer instead.. hehs. well, the only reason is only cos i love bio more than chemistry.. hehs. but at least i'm still really keen on helping cancer patients! =) =) i think i'll try to apply for the cancer children society.. hmm.. but i dun really seem to have the time le leh.. after agreeing to join the alumni band.. nvm.. i shall walk one step at a time.. *i've been repeating this sentence so many times since sch reopen shio!!*

and i really wanna complain abt something. why do seem to have absolute minimum contact with all the profs? oh wells.. it's nt that i wanna suck up to them so they can give super nice reference letters but i think there's alot alot of things to be learn from them.. not from the lect only.. i'm more than delighted to learn things other than the stuffs on the lect.. and these are the stuffs that'll interest me more somehow.. haha. but that is, if they are willing to teach.. when can i start learning more practical stuffs?? (i think i've watched alittle too much tv to have this kinda thinkings.. LOL!! cos unless it's attachment or internship, they dun really do that ar? LOL!! STOP WATCHING TV MAN!! haha.) i really love labs shio.. haha. (can u feel my love and passion for science??) and new things interst me more than old stuffs that everyone can noe by just flipping tb.. hehs. maybe i shld turn myself into spongebob so i can absorb everything quickly and easily?? haha. but then, sponges can reach saturation point easily ar? haha. maybe i shld combine.. into.. spongypooh? LOL!!! crap.

i think i'm lk kinda well, leading a pretty rotting live.. everytime say NO time No time.. so where had all my time went to? i din wanna join a cca cos i nid more time for studies.. but i din produced results i wanted.. then say wad, cos of tuition ma.. i just feel that it's just an excuse.. oh wells.... but i still dunno where my time went to.. watching tv and trying to do things to mk me feel happy? haha. and yes.. the results is, i am happy.. LOL!! that's enuf le right??

no matter how tired i am, all i can do is to look forward ba... =) =) i cant deny that it's just the first week, i'm already complaining fatigue.. must be rest too much then cant adjust back.. but i really enjoyed my hols alot this time round.. so, it's time to CHARGE!!!!!

after mopping ard and feeling really down for a few days cos of sch reopen and the super lousy timetable, i've regained something.. my love for science!! YEA!!! and i think, lotus played a super impt role in it.. she just cheered my up whenever i see her.. so, i'll forget abt all my fatigue and stress (seriously dunno why i'm stress, but i do feel it.. haha!) once i reach hm.. because of her, i love coming home.. haha. just dancing, singing, babbling ard makes me day bright.. and definitely, her kisses are full of love too.. LOL!!! finally, she've learned how to dote on me le.. haha. and just now papa was saying that we 2 maciam lk sisters lidat.. LOL!! then mama say, wad u think? both are brought up by us leh.. HAHA!! and i think i've grown pretty attached to her too.. ah dear rant a list of ppl who i'll miss if i choose to go overseas.. the tot that it's going to be so long without lotus, and i may just risk the chance that our bonds will be totally weakened just turn me off shio... that's the thing with kids wad.. u can go overseas for yrs, yes u'll miss ur family, but they'll still recognise u and may miss u even more.. but a baby noe nuts!! she'll ungratefully forget abt u!! haha. (the key of the paragraph is just.. i love lotus and lotus is my family's happy fruit. haha)

i better slow down all these kinda mental processes in my brain le ba.. haha. this is easily known as "think too much". LOL!! i shld just kip to my principle: "tk one step at a time and the sun will always shine after the rain~" haha. who cares if money seems to be against me suddenly or that my printer is a bit liar? LOL!!

i must go and regain my energy before i decided to read my lect notes.... SLP!!!! i'm now really terribly tired.. lucky i got tk a nap before i go for tuition today.. if not, i doubt i'm still alive at this moment.. haha. GOOD NIGHTS!!!

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Monday, January 07, 2008

i cannot believe it.. i feel so duper drained after 1 day of lectures... look carefully. lectureS! LOL! 4 lectures in a go lidat shio.. in the same place.. AAHHHH!!! my butttt.. haha. ok.. i left the last lect earlier.. cos i dun wanna waste my time sitting in a room with a lecturer that is speaking greek.. not catch no ball.. is dunno what the hell is she talking abt.. haha.

tmr got 5 hrs lect in a go... i think i'm dying.. really dying.. =( =( i dun wanna go hm at 830pm tmr.. but i cant change the lect to the thurs one.. i wun have time for tuition..... =( =( it's nt that i wan the tuition that badly.. but no tuition equals no money!! i hope i can survive next mth.. LOL! this mth's pay gotta pay sch fees then left little for next mth le.. hehs. oh wells.. i had nv ever asked for money from my parents AT ALL since i grad from jc.. today, i really cannot tk it le.. cos i got no money to buy tb.. haha. so wells.. no choice.. =( =(

i'm going to get str8 As this sem le la.. LOL!! how come i'm getting so similar to tyx?! haha.

off to try to wake up.. LOL!

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