Saturday, October 14, 2006

wow... i saw a super huge phuant mei mei when i went cine ytd... and boy, it's dunno how many times my grand-daughter... heh.. think my phuant mei mei is lk erm, 1/3 of her nose? heh.. i was soooo facinated and the salesboy oso became wierd... he kip offering to bring it down for me.. but cannot la... it's too much bigger than my phuant phuant le.... heh.. and she dun look cute when she's older, so i prefer the orignial buaby... heh.. i think it's bigger than my chicken buaby which is already so much bigger than phuant mei mei le.... heh

i'm really very sad now la... hom.... last time just think only.. but now di near really receive the letter le makes the reality really set in.... oh wells.... cant imagine my days without my 精神支柱。。haiz.. wad to do??? singapore govt wants him... heh...

i'm really very stress nowadays leh.... i can find ways to destress myself.. but that's only for that moment.. after i go back, i'll get very irritated again... then i do econs halfway then go into di near's room and start crying.... hom...... =( the moment he hugged me i cried even more jianat i think........ i really cant stand everything le..... and he's always there to support me.. when he really go ns, who'll really drop everything and come sayang me??? =( really dunno whether to send him off not... i really cant stand the feeling of letting go of his hands and walking a direction opp to him.... just thinking of it i wanna cry le la.... hom... =( i think i send my bros off i oso feel pretty sad for no apparent reasons... now it's someone really dear to my heart leh..... =( =( 61 more days to go..... and 61 more days to learn to be stronger.........

things will get better de...... =)

but that did nt happen with my studies... but then, i'm getting more clear headed with the stuffs i've studied for the tests thou.. i reallystudy pretty hard leh.. cos i noe, it's the start of the studying for the final exams.. but really nt enuf time, so, skipped alot of stuffs.... everything's gonna be ok de.....

went kb ytd.. kickboxing and kboxing.. and think these 2 are really a good form of destressing.... one is to release toxin and the other is to release the tension... heh.. but i din manage to sing alot of songs cos only sang for 3 hrs.... but it's the first time i got so freaking high during a kbox session.. i really nv feel so hot before leh.... created so many stupid dances... just that di near refused to join us... heh.. well, he danced the 草蜢 song thou... haha.. and finally our love songs are nt that disastrous anymore.. (did he practise that hard at hm??) haha... but this time round he sang so many of the songs that was meant for me to phuant.... all cos i was too high dancing ard..... =( that phuant so happy la.... HOM!

going genting with di near before he goes ns.. yipeeeee...... =) =) kor's going to drive with his new car... haha.. i cant wait for that......... =) =) =) finally, we are really using a passport to go "overseas" le... haha.. it's no more sentosa!! heeeee....

笑一笑什么事请过不了~~

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Thursday, October 12, 2006

woohooo.. watching my goooong nw.. heh.. my dear xiao xing is so cute... heee.. and cai jing really very pretty leh.. heh.. but they're going to be better looking as the show goes on... wooohooo... today finish my book9 le... hom.. really think if got more details from the comic sure very nice de... heh.. =) =)

my dear lotus watching gooong beside me now.. haha.. and she's totally mesmerised lidat.. haha.. everytime i force her to see him.. just nw oso force her see energy... wahahaha...

xiao lu is so cute... heee........

yea~!! tmr going kbox finally.... yipeee.. di near wan shui~!!!! wahahaha... going kickboxing again b4 tt.. dunno going to have muscle ache for how long again... haha..

i wanna goooo SHOPPING!!!!!!! but no money leh... =( =( =( i've decided to stall my taiwan/korea tour abit by going either malaysia or thailand during dec.. heh.. =) =) must work very hard during dec to mk this happen... wahahahaha... mama ask me go myself... i still tot she wun lemmi go so ask her bring me de leh... heh.. then oso wanna go genting... wahahaha.. hopefully di near can earn lotsa money too.. if nt, my shopping trip is over le............ wooot!

sobz.. the tuition agency nt recuiting tutors nw.... sobx..........

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Wednesday, October 11, 2006

zen baby is really pink now.. haha..

think these few days lotus is really a v big distraction to me now.. heh.. playing with her most of the time lidat.. but see her smile i very happy leh.. then today i ask her smile for her photos then she got smile lo.. cutie pie.. haha.. she saw me from afar then very happy le leh.. haha.... wad happened that made us so good sisters? haha.. i think di near really nid lotsa training.. see the way he so inexperienced in carrying and playing with lotus.. haha... then we took a photo tog.. so funny... lotus really dun look lk any one of us.... wahahaha.... she just mk my day shine brightly....

then after lunch we went arcade.. woooohoooo~!!!! soo looong nv play those silly games le.. heh... but our bball skills really bad la... end up earn that pathetic 10 tickets or so ba.. after 2 games... woooot!!!! hahaha...

ya, bluff again.. we are supposed to be studying econs tog again.. heh.. all lotus's fault la... haha...

just now watched goooong and do my lab report at the same time.. heh.. lab report is for watching tv do de lidat.. haha.. i missed my xiao xing shio.. so long nv see him le... haha.. when is my vcd ever coming back to me?? but better dun come back la.. i sure cant resist the temptation to watch it de...... somemore i'm really running out of time.... haha.. desperate until watch tv oso cant conc lo.. heh.. but somehow, it's i brought it against myself de la... haha..

so exciting~!!! 2 more weeks to gooooOOoooOOoooOOOoooo~!~!~!!!!!!! i've accomplished 2 mission le.... I BET U ARE NOT GOING TO GUESS WAD I'VE GOT FOR U!@!@@!~!! oh god... tell me i'm a genius... haha.... but it's going to be a super lame, yet practical present.... wahahhaha... but the most impt part is still nt even half done.... jianat niaoooooooo...........

i think zen baby is abit too pink le la.. haiyo... shld have bought white one la..... heh....... pinkish zen baby....

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Monday, October 09, 2006

i hate that.. i really hate that... =( =(

newae, just now i really cried super duper hard just nw... gave di near a super big scare... i was still playing with him and luffing and suddenly i just started wimpering and start crying le.. and boy.. the reason was stupid.. once my mind is in a relaxed state, i'll see books and notes flying towards me... i'll see myself studying.. i'll see the sch and everything.. ya great... why did i land myself in such a mess?? 5more weeks to exams le... this feeling sucks..... and furthermore, all the financial burden is really weighing down on me le... i dun feel it that much last time, but now i feel it le.. it's duper heavy.... ah gim dun wan dennis to tuition le, hols coming jacelyn maybe'll stop ba, and the sch is damn slow at giving pay.... moreover, exams coming, so geraldine ask us to end at the end of this mth... wad am i supposed to do??? i'm nt going to tk money from my parents.......... think i shall go to the 2 tuition centers near my house for interview... i'm already an undergrad, i'm sure they'll wan me ba.. well, last time is i dun wan them cos they cant give me alot of class to let me earn as much as modern beauty.. but now, they're just nice... thou the pay is ard 12 to 15 per hr, which is so much less than the 25 per hr i'm getting from tuition, but who really cares so much now......

just now mama called me when they reached hm.. and boy.. i was so duper happy to hear them back.. heh.. i really cant live without my parents la... heh.. esp after i helped mama washed clothes ytd.... NOT BY MACHINE OK! how come they do so much housework but nv complain de leh???? haiyo... wei da the papa mama ar......... haha.. i think i must get a maid when i get married next time... ask me wash one time i wanna die le... heh.. but di near ask me use washing machine.. but i'm influenced by my parents tat it's very wasteful of water and everything la... heh... so i suffered ytd.... then kip all the clothes and dry all the clothes.. god....... but act, the satisfaction is pretty big la.... so welll, perhaps, that's wad mk them go on??

hmm.. next time i hope my hubby can oso help do housework la, wash clothes la, cook la and everything lk my papa.. heh.. the typical good husband....

act di near coming to pei me de.. but scare i cant study with him ard... why do we have soooo much things to talk when we are talking everyday? ok... is why do i have so much things to say? haha.... so i locked all the windows and prevent all the gaga from coming in.. haha.. and my bro oso stayed at hm (that's a feat..)... so while my parents are at malaysia, i was nt disturbed by any gaga... haha

sobz.. lotus coming hm tmr.. i still expecting her to mk me smile today de leh... nvm... she's coming back tmr le ba..... =) =)

that time went celebrate mooncake fest with di near... the kids are so happy with my bubbles lo.. so funny..
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Sunday, October 08, 2006

ytd was super irritated cos my chem cant go into my brain and i was damn hungry.. so i decided to be naughty and flip thru my comics.. haha.. cos my bro ask me open oso ma.. god.. he's faster than me le lo.. but nvm, i shall read it slowly while waiting for book13.. haha.. i feel so much happier after that lo.. =) =) and i saw a few kissing scenes, and think it's getting real interesting man.... wooohoooo~!!! the behind is really very very much nicer than the real show itself.. haha.. the last scene of book12 is xiao xing tell cai jing that he really really loves her... wooooohooooo~!!! oh my god.. but i only flip thru the pics only.. dun really noe the storyline.. but it's interesting enuf.. haha..

went to re-dl the soundtrack cos i realised i din dl the 2nd disc la.. no wonder only got a few songs is human sing de.. haha.. then ar, i dun bear to delete all the non-human songs le.. cos it remind me of all the scenes in goooong.. wahahaha.. seems lk the most complete album in my zen baby is this soundtrack.. haha.. today went to buy screen protector for my zen baby.. haha.. ya, after a few scratches and 1 mth.. heh.. di near say wan gimme de wad... hom.. then the salesgirl seems really very shocked that i act got it for 1mth le.. cos think just hit the stores not long only.. creative shops faster ma.. haha..

newae, i had a big accident ytd.. AHHHH!! made jelly for myself then added too much blue by mistake.. god.. my jelly is black! addgreen and red to save it..no use.. then add too much red by mistake.. now eat ar, will stain my fingers red!! oh NOOOO!!! my mama's gonna luff at me!! hom....

miss my parents lotsa ytd leh.. haha.. think life is better with them ard.. at least they'll gimme food and wash my clothes.. haha.. then oso miss lotus lotsa leh.. look into the room nv see her very wierd lo.. haha.. they all will be back only on mon.. hom.....

jianat.. must go for my nap sooooon... i'm dying le..... hahahaha... tata.. x_X

go go jiayou! tmr is my organic chem quiz le... dunno why i study so long oso haven finish.. last lect le!! going to finish soooon!!! then must chiong tut again.... go go jiayou~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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