Friday, August 27, 2004

am i that bad? haha. haiyo.. such lousy skills. keke. but who cares.. it's not that i need all these skills. haha. bleahs..

hehs.. really long time nv go shopping lidat. today went j8 with one lot of them. haha. made me tot of the good old days when we'll go out in big gangs and flood the places as we go.. haha. long time nv go out with a grp of guys with girls ard le ba.. haha. nowadays like not go out with girls, then i'll be the ONLY girl lidat. haha. keke. and the guys as usual tag along behind the girls like wad lidat. forever one leh.. haha. i was surprised that they followed us thou. we din plan to eat together in the beginning. haha. haha. really trying to find out who's JJ? haha. no chance for u man.. goi chin lui wesley.. haha. oOps.. oh my cheng... where are u?? haha. u better dun really lemmi see tong hua shun for ur prelims shio. haha. i lend u my luck le leh. dun lemmi despise my luck leh. haha. retarded.

everyone last min tell me dun wan the ticket. heh. before that, same time tell me wan the ticket. haha. forget it man.. haha. it's meant to be.. i wan go see my laogong la.. bleahs.. nvm.. tml use the dinner to forget the pain of not seeing my laogong. haha. go find my cousins and ask them entertain me oso. haha. finally i can appreciate their entertainment man. keke. oOps.. nvm.. he'll come my house.. heh. dun u dare hug any girl tml like at NYP that time. i'll fall out with u and lock u out again. haha.. booooooo~! i getting crazy again. heh.

i really gotta pei fu my energy level. been sleeping at 12 plus and 1 plus for the whole week. yet i can bounce ard the sch lo.. oh mans.. haha. but today i really cant tahan le. slept thru most of the lessons lo.. shuacks!~ damn all the tutors man.. no hw then no hw. got hw then pile up soooooo much hw. booooo~ and wan har ar.. u really think our speed that fast orh? too much faith in our retarded class le ba.. heh.. u are not miss choong. haha.. booooooo~!

i'm waiting for kor kor to come back now. haha. soooooooo exciting. he bought the hp le. haha. but tt idiot.. smart enuf to say wan use it first then give me on my bdae. wah shio.. nvm.. heh. first time got such an expensive gift from him ba? thank u brother...... hee.. and the kuku me rememebered the model wrongly. and how come ppl like noe which model i'm talking about?? so funny lo.. actually i din noe the inside look so funny. but nvm la. the outside looks nice can le. haha.

babooooooooo~! bdae finally coming after a year. haha. forgot how i pass my last bdae leh. wad did i do huh? really cant remember leh. memory failing.. oh no.. haha. will i have the surprise which i dun believe i'll have? heh.. wad can u expect from a dumb and retarded monkey wor.. haha. so funny. so who will his choose? mummy or me? haha. retarded.. heh.. gtg go and continue studying le. left 3 questions to end of inheritance tutorial.. hang in there girl!!! inheritance is not as easy as i tot it is lo.. boooooooooooo~!

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Thursday, August 26, 2004

hmm.. i really wonder why i'm here blogging when i have tonnes of hw to finish shio.. haha. kuku girl.. oOps.. why this word pop out again? heh. nvm.. haha. i cant get away from this word anyway.. muahaha. oh yea.. today bang my head at the bus stop lo.. so retarded. then he luff at me. so irritating. haha. i tot they din see me banging my head one leh. then in the end, haha, when we boarding the bus, he told me he saw it.. mans~! heh. so sia suay. after i bang my head, that auntie bang me oso lo. haha. so dumb. i shld have walk there right? but it felt so wierd to walk there lo. dumb pig. in the end, i feel like a dork at the bus stop. grr..

i really cant shake off his image from my mind man. haha. the way he played with the baby is like sooo funny. haha. one big guy playing with one small guy. haha. hilarious~! keep showing the boy the bottle. haha. but too bad, kena diao by the baby. haha. i din see that thou.. but the baby was like staring at me for so long oso lo. haha. funny baby. haha. but i think the baby quite cute la.. haha. i wonder wad the auntie was thinking lo. heh. i keep banging into her. all cos of that dumbo la. heh. then she still smile at me. must be cos hear me say "no one can sleep when i'm ard" haha. i cant believe my retardedness on the bus today lo.. bleahs....... and dumbo.. please stop shaking ur head on me man. i noe i'm hopeless.. but oso dun need lidat one ma.. haha. boooooo~! and sorry to say that, i still dun believe u.. haha. u're as hopeless as me. get ready for all my jeerings ba.. booooooooooo~!

i'm so happy yea. finally, everything is back on tracks. and the way weng described it make me feel like luffing. but i think her description was sorta correct thou. heh. but it's not true of course. haha. how i wish it's true. haha. then it'll be sooo much nicer..... oOps.. haha. but really.. from ytd.. things have returned to how it was before. and i'm soooo happy for it man.. really long time nv lidat le.. izit? i think it is. haha. wad am i talking over here? i really dunno. haha.

how come sooooo many ppl msg me today??!! the phone keep ringing suddenly. haha. hmm.. oh mans!~ and this is exciting~!!!! he remembered wad i asked man. haha. hope he'll find it.. hee. and that's like soooooo nice of him. haha. good job man!~ haha. alrights. must go do hw le la.. bleahs..

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Wednesday, August 25, 2004

wad's this man?! wad training ur endurance? where got that bad? i tot today is like the best of all our rehearsals le lo.. bleh! stupid vball coach. haha. dun strip away my confidence man.. bleh.. u throw the ball somemore!! next time i throw it at u then u noe.. so retarded! blehs.. and wad's this.. so u all have been noticing me lo! luff somemore! bleahs.. and why me??!! so evil.. dun fren u then u noe ar.. haha. dumbo.. and the vballs have oso been distracting us lo! @$$^@&^@*!!#()*#$ haha. and even though i oso dunno u, that guy ar, stop luffing at me mans! i noe i'm a born entertainer, oso dun need lidat one wor.. U BETTER BE CAREFUL!! haha. abish! heh. stop ur laughter man! next time dun let me catch u doing some kuku things. i'll luff real hard at u.. bleh! keke.. i'm so retarded man. haha. so wad lo.. first time got entertainment during training.. haha. u wan more entertainment dumbo??!! hehhheh.....

today meng carry the guitar sei shio.. haha. then everyone like praise him lidat.. esp our dear crystie bulbul.. keke. so funny. the guys and their digimon craze.. haha. so retarded~! haha. tamagochi craze going to start soon lo.. haha. let's just wait and see. haha.

then today bio damn funny. ran all the way back to the lab when we see miss choong coming back. haha. then we were like cant stop luffin lo. miss choong was luffin and talkin at the same time. haha. our class really the retarded family lo.. haha. really can make teachers luff and cry man. oh ya.. the video is nice leh.. haha.

shall end here and go finish vina's blog.. haha. i'm happy today~!

dumb hp! yea! going to change le.. but sad leh.. all the msg gone lo.. grrr... sickening.. shld be getting weng that hp ba.. finally not nokia anymore man~! flip flip.. here i come~!

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Tuesday, August 24, 2004

grrr.. pain pain.. sob sob~! haiz.. got black poo poo just now too.. damn it.. haiz.. forget it.. whao.. i only ytd say i happy shio. today dunno wad happen. i mean just now la. suddenly like not really high again. must be just now too tired, then pain~! argh..

well.. i really think i'm a gone case now. and so is he. wad happen man? is the msg really true? to hell with u!~ bleahs.. i tot it's not true lo.. so it's true man..forget it la.. it's meant to be, it's meant to be.. i'd nv get to noe why.. pui.......... booooooooo~!

put everything aside.. heh. JINCHENG!!!!!!!!! I LOVE U TO BITS MAN!!!!!!!! haha.. soooooo touched with all ur different types of "i love u". haha. i din realise how much i miss u shio... ahhhhhhh!!!!!!!! jincheng..........! argh.. felt soooooo happy just now. haha. yea! my mood is lifted again. *mel see this ar, sure come and scold me one* haha. so funny. twinkle twinkle little star... yea! sooooo funny. me play cello and u play violin. so funny lo. our size so inproportional. heh.. i long time nv talk to someone as retarded as u le la.. hee.. mamamia~! ok la.. mel, i miss u lotsa too yea? i miss u guys alot lo....... bleahs.. dun worry.. we'll see each other soon! wad big day is coming?! haha.

and heh. so u did put me in ur eyes orh? still will ask me about my leg hor? hmm.. u gave me an unexpected question shio. heh. cleared some cloud.. haha. so funny. take care lo.. u'll get sick easily one orh. tiredness oso make one prone to diseases. and basically, dun think u very strong oso lo. yea! my turn to ask u to take care! haha. idiot. to think u took it as a joke man! wth! u watch out!!but nvm la, feel kinda wierd that if we still kept that btw us. heh. idiot.. bleh! everything is cos u too tired lo.. that's why things have changed sooooo much. can hear u very tired lo. haha. poor thing. heh. jiayou ba~! te amo, te quiero.. haha. oops.. *all thanks to cheng mans* haha.

and this goes the same for u guys out there hor.. u all really look very tired lo.. sleep well. if not sure wun have the energy to continue all ur revisions one. we gt a long way in front of us man~! vina! u must continue to tell me u got training orh! haha. so cant die... haha. so high. got ppl tell me he got training tml~! muahaha~! long time nv call me sicko le shio.. haha. everyone!! wake up ba~! take care and take lotsa water ok? hingman~! u sooo thin. better watch out hor.. but why u all so thin ar, still like stronger than me huh? am i that weak? (i feautre u all le yea!!)

i cant stand it any longer! how can 5566 be sooooo shuai??!! oh mans!! haha. toro they all oso very cute leh. haha. got porn inside shio. sooooo funny. haha. laogong.. where are u?? haiz.. so sad, sat cant got find u.. i love u lots lots! haha. did u get my msg? heh. so funny. bleahs...jerry shuai toO shio!~ gosh~! haha.

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Monday, August 23, 2004

haha.. i've received love from so many ppl that all unhappiness oso can become happiness le la~! gee.. thanks guys man.. i'm now happy again.. yea!! haha. pack up all those unhappiness and throw them aside, cos i've got all of u.. haha. and u guys, cheer up toO~!

shiboon~! dun think toO much ok? the more u think, the more stress u'll get.. i got lotsa experience for that lo. hush hush babe~! really.. u've got ur angel to help u.. haha. and u got me to help u destress.. heh. go poke that penguin!! haha. thou i feel the pain for it, but if can make u happier (since we are all sickos) then poke hard! haha. even thou i'm too short and too weak to help u support the sky when it drop, we can always hang on together right, guys? and dun forget, i'm ur kaixinguo rights? haha. i'll be there always....

and huiling, dun care about that ass la.. he's not worth ur tears one.. pui.. u see how evil i can get with him. but then, must lemmi pei yang qing qu first. haha. i'm not going to let anyone bully my frens without a valid reason.. a.. means can bully with reason ar? heh. no lahs.. haha.. joking only~! smiles~! but leh, the best is to drop everything.. and the thing is leh, think that bitch is the culprit of everything. heh. let's see wad's her zhao hua man.. heh heh.. dun think too much.. just think of me!~ yea!!

crystie bulbul.. dun worry k? hush hush oso alrights? actually i dun really feel her presence lo. everytime oso heck her. u oso must adopt this behaviour then wun be soooooo stressed le. haha. we'll see about it can? we are a grp! u still got me and vina to help out.. and of course....... our very own, fatty JOJO!! yea!! cheerios~! haha. u cant do everything by ur own remember? so stop volunteering urself.. haha. i like to see bulbul smile and laugh along with me.. alrights??

lai lai.. u oso ar.. ur fringe is NOT UGLY~! stop thinking the negative la. he's just being irrittaing man. haha. and then ar, can come look for me if i can help u in anyway in ur studies. haha. thou erm, my studies oso dun seem good la, but 2 heads is always beta than one right? i love u babe.. dun worry about ur pillar.. everything has its ups and downs alrights?? yea!!

s1c ar.. all of u cheer up ma.. now i'm back in action after being mssing in action for sooooooo long. haha. we'll drop all our internal conflict and show everyone we can do it right? stop all the tearing for the perf can? and the anger that's burning toO.. u guys told me that u wan to make miss sim happy right? so better promise me that u'll do ur best. ok? everyone is wrong in their own ways lo.. keep ur mind open.. it's no point getting angry with one another. we're a class remember? just voice ur opinions.. i can take it.. i'm sure the girls will toO.. if not we wun have spend soooooo much time tt day right? yea!! and ar.. soooooo fun.. haha. soooooo many gossips in our class. heh.. wad to do, guys are endangered wad. keke. the more the merrier.. agent ang!~ haha. but can i just be the audience? haha. oops..

i feel so happy being so happy now. u all dun lidat leh. i sad, u all happy.. i happy, u all sad. cannot we must work together. but must fight sadness together. haha. everything is gonna be ok.. i'm not dying toO.. haha. but i must really learn to behave myself thou. always think that i'm ok le, then erm.. haha. did some wrong stuffs again. must be just now eat something wrong lo.. bleahs.. then leg oso nv really take care. haha. i'll promise to be guai guai again la... bleahs.. for the sake of my future.. i must learn to be a good girl.. haha~!

today was like nothing had happen.. hmm.. or shld i say is like we dunno each other? i feel that we are back to the old days again lo.. the days when u dunno who am i.. why? i dun give a damn about u at all today. i dunno why. i refuse to turn ard in the morning oso. and i dun feel like walking to the end toO. wad happen huh? i dun expect ur friendship anymore man.. have i tot thru until there's nothing left? wierd wierd.. but i really feel like prying ur heart man. haha. sooooooo funny.. keke. wad on earth are u thinking of huh? u are like on and off.. really wan to kill u lo.. abish!! stop it can? so irritating.. haha. but who cares about u wor.. i got my laogong to think about. haha. haiz.. can go meet him on sat le la.. so sad.. been so suay lately. hmm.. laogong... remember to miss me lehs.. grrr...

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Sunday, August 22, 2004

bleahs.. i really think i'm dying mans.. bleahs.. ytd ar, tot nothing much will happen lo.. and wth, walk half way, tummy ache until i cant walk mans. then hingman they all scared my parents by calling them. haha. hmm.. papa wanted to come drive me, but he dunno his way ard. then scare will prolong the time waiting. so got vina babe to send me hm instead. hmm.. thanks babe~! haha. so touched by ur msg. haha. and so funny. the min i reach the clinic, the doc just let me in. haha. cos my papa went to the doc first. then after so much questions, he still like dunno wad's wrong lo. but was suspecting that i've got appendix. bleahs... but my tummy still too much air. oh mans.. last time went see specialist b4 cos of this one lo.. history is not going to repeat itself rights? please...... then mummy let him gimme the injection!!!!!! ah!!!!!! wan my life ar.. the injection itself is not pain.. but after the medicine all went in ar, my whole hand or shld i say arm, went alll numb lo........ abish~!!! wan my life ar.. after that, got small attacks, but still can walk lo. so it's not appendix. heng ar.. phew..

news does travels man.. the whole family like noe about this lo... calls keep coming in asking me how i'm doin. haha. so funny. then keep hearing mummy repeating the same old thing. haha. they wanted to bring me to sgh one lo. but dunno why change their mind in the end thou. heh. heng nv go. i'm not very fond of hospitals lo.. bleahs.. am i dying man? bleahs.. and mingyao oso gotta noe this lo.. from hu huh? hmm.. junyang and mingyao both msg me asking me how i'm doing. haha. ard the same time too i think. haha. they xin you ling xi orh? keke. anyway, gotta thank everyone la.. hmm.. i always seem to be giving u all trouble with all these attacks lo.. but u all nv desert me.. thanks man.. heh. i can really see that mummy had a bad scare oso. haiz.. i'm sorry mummy.. i'm just so useless.. noe u just got a scare for my leg too. haiz.. wad's wrong with me mans~!!! bleah..

hmm.. i really cant take it any further le ba..dunno, it seems to me that everything has changed. am i asking for too much? hmmz.. things are just not working out well.. and i hate this. why cant we be like before? wad caused the drastic change? me? u? or the peeps ard us? why am i always pushing the blame to myself when i dunno wad had happen? i've tot too highly of u.. i really did.. dun worry.. i'll keep the status as it.. u ahve my word for that. i'll stash everything and throw it away. just gimme sometime.......... bleahs...

why i always dun get wad i wanted?? bleahs.............................................

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