Friday, June 22, 2007

this is the 2nd time that in my life so far that my frens had upsetted me and end up soiling my relationship with ah near... this is the lousiest reason i've seen... but why to this extent??? i really hope i am nt that perfectionist... i always wan to do the best for someone... but there's always obstacles along the way and end up i nid console instead.... ok.. i'm really dead tired and i really dunno why.. but damn it.. just a sentence "why u guys are so mafan in doing things de?" really spoil my day.... it's really nt i wan de.... and it's really nt easy doing so many things alone de... but wells... we just wasted our precious time away cos i'm not in the mood to talk at all.....

u noe how precious is book out time? how much i've longed for today?? and how easy the time will passs? but end up, i'm feeling really lousy and nt at all in the mood to talk to him after that sentence....... he claims he's nt unhappy when i told him, but that word is sprawled across his face..........

and damn it.. i'm feeling so bad for spoiling his day...........

and shit it... i'm feeling blue myself...........

and holy shit... i dun wan a 3rd time...... frens shld nv be a reason why disputes happen.. but i allowed it to happen twice...................

i din mean to say that to mel just now... but when mel told me he's disappointed with me, i really feel lk crying.. this is wad i got in return....... he doesnt even show to me that he was just joking with me...........

and damn it again....... i really wanna cry............... esp when ah dear nv reply me when i told him i was sorry... =( and the worst is i can see that he's really trying very hard nt to show me he's unhappy.......

my throat feels bad from the coughing.... my eyes is ready to close any moment at any place.....

i wan us happily together again....

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i've decided i found the best person on earth man... lol! haha.

cos ytd we finally realised that ah near is soooooooooooo gooooooooooood... lol! haha.

and wells, the reason is all cos of the stupid bbq.. hehs. and oso maybe due to to many disappointments ard.. althou there are still ppl who din complain abt the price.. (is 15bucks really that much.. MY GOD!) he's the only one that offered to pay for all the satay cos i was telling him we have ran out of money cos some only wanna pay 10bucks.. then when i tell him we really scare nt enuf food but ppl are complaining so we nida stick to our budget, he just ask me go and buy all the food i wan and he'll pay for it.. and please.. he is not at all rich... but of cos, me and yx turned down his offer.. haha. well, its the tot that counts... hehs

lucky got him ard so it's nt that bad man... hehs. i find something really funny.. everynight he'll add one item to our shopping list lo... hahahaha..

yea~ finally can see him again.. when will this kinda days be over sooooooon??

i woke up in a loooong coughing fit and cant go back to slp cos the bbq stuffs kip churning in my tiny brain.. and i dunno why.. i din really get a good night slp too.. hehs. i always swear i'm nt going to organise anything anymore.. but after sometime, i'll definitely forget it, lk now... it all started cos i'm craving for bbq food.. lol.. find trouble for myself right?

i shld be baking cake for weiwei now.. but i'm really lazzzzzyyyyy..... so i shall just nua ard lk i've been yearning for...................... at least until my tuition... hahaha.. yeas!! finally i am free on fri to go kickboxing!!

oh ya!! must tell all of u one very very super gooooood news!!! lol!! i poo poo twice ytd!!!!! haha. the gross details of the 2nd time dun nida share with u guys cos i think i'll invite lotsa eyeball rolls.. haha. only ppl lk yx can appreciate it... lol! then i din managed to run for long at amore was partly cos................... i run one step, i feel the poo comin out 1mm... lol!! hehe... i just love poo poo-ing...

yea! i'm drinking ribeana!!! hehs.. i've been yearning it for sooooooooo loooooooong then ytd finally bought it when we go shopping.. and i'm protecting it lk wad.. hahahahaha! go anywhere i'll look for it first... heeees~

ciao~~~~~~

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Thursday, June 21, 2007

i cannot take it.. i nida leash it out man..........

i think i have a bunch of real buddies.. and really very good ones too.. but why are there lousy ppl ard??? i really feel abit hurt when i see her blog entry just now shio.... mk us look so shallow and out to cheat ppl lidat... in the end......... me and yx became soooooooo pathetic just now.. ok.. i admit we still had lotsa fun shopping... but wells, when we must put back all the food unwillingly, that wasnt abit nice at all.. u guys just come and sit and eat and chat ard... ever tot of us???? still say we dunno how to calculate budget.. NVM! FOR WENG, WO REN!!!!

i hope there wun be a fight on sat.................. woot!

but i'm glad i still have yx ard........... hehs. =) =) and that's the reason why weng, yx and me are always stuck tog at the end of the day... haha.

if i win the lucky draw at sheng siong.. i'll make sure none of u guys nida pay for the bbq.... HRMPH!! come to think of it, it's just that few ppl la... cannot one pole sink the whole boat... hahahaha..

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i'm going mad with the tuitions nowadays...... ok.. i'm nt complaining abt my students.. they are fine.. even alfred and ericia.. i din flare up or wad with them anymore.. haha. but the prob is i feel really very tired~~ tuition can be brain draining at times man..... money nt diff to earn ar.. then today andrew's mama ask me to tuition their relatives kids too~ hmmm.. i dun think i can manage man.. full time tutors can really earn alot lo... REALLY ALOT!! haha. but wells... i'm turning into full time student again soon~ haha. so i cannot be evil and turn myself into a full time tutor.. wooot~ i think i'm nt having enuf slp so i'm terribly chui now....

haven had a real good meal lidat since mon.. (hey! it's just 2.5days and i tot it's really long le! wooot!) ytd went gym without eating lo.. then after that i realised i must rush for tuition.. so end up... i only ate 4 pathetic biscuits!! hom.. during tuition somemore.. and then........ finally got some bread after meeting up with yx.. hehs.. but my tummy decided to BLUFF ME!! i wasnt hungry and it bluff me i am!! haha. so i got curry puff and corn puffs! eat halfway bloat until lk wad.. then tuition all the way to 930.. wells.. at least i went hm and had my cold bird nest porridge.. but the feeling of a real dinner is nt there lo~ tues oso something lidat.. sobs.. then today my bro took my breakfast cos mama nv buy for him!! homS!! bread again.. lucky my aunt saved me by giving me porridge when i go tuiton my cousins........... *saved by the porridge~*

i swear i'm scared of breads now.... i used to love them lk wad de lo..... finally.. i can have a real dinner sooooon~ yippppeeee!!!

went gym and pilates today.. haha. i din noe the teacher act recognise me shio.. haha. she commented that i look more funky now.. haha. today i run so fast shio (consider how slow i run all the time..).. so i cant tahan to the end.. end up only run or rather jog (but i'm really faster than usual!!!) for 23 or 24 mins lidat.... heeee.. then i do pilates until the teacher ask me whether i'm alright cos all my funny expressions come out when my tummy becomes realllly SOUR~ wooot~ hehs

i'm in love with reading now man..... and see it right.. not storybooks please... but science books~ haha. i went library today before gym since i think got some time.. then i busy looking for nice sci book~ but! all in reference section.. i'm soooooooo sad... homs! so i sat there and read awhile only... heee.. i really wanna finish reading all the books there man. yes! even the genetics books!! maybe i shall read my tb ba.. haha. put there oso collect dust only.. tues night i only managed to read a few pages cos i'm really very TIRED!!!! i must learn when i'm in the mood to learn~ hehs.

homs... i'm very heartbroken whenever we try to feed our little devil her medicine leh.. she's very scared of the syringe now lo... and yes... she haven recover yet.. including today's secret visit to my fav doc by my mama, she see 4 docs le... u guys shld see that collection of medicines~~~~~ ytd din went gym cos help mama feed her medicine and oso sayang her and stuffs.. my little devil has really became a part of our life le shio......

time for dinnnner~

lotus is bugging me now... haha.. hehs

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Tuesday, June 19, 2007

throw a surprise mini party for boon today to celebrate her bday~ haha. cos we tot cant see her on her actual bday ma.. but who noes, in the end, she chose to spend it with meeee~ haha. but nvm~



the white wine pasta we made for her.. (seriously doesnt look appetizing and i think it din taste as nice as the last time i cooked it...) haha. made crystal and hweeling do alot of stuffs they'll nv do at home la... haha. =) but end up, i only get a "housewife" title in return.... sobs.. i really wanna be a house tai tai.. but i think i'm kena tried by ah near to be a housewife le la!!! sobs... who tell him always mk himself look so poor thing by doing everything for me?!! then end up, now i seldom mk him do that much stuffs (when i'm in a good mood~) le... haha





my smile is frozen and fake.. must be i dun lk booon~ hahahaha. bleh!



this is supposed to be the star of the day oso orh! haha. my little darling.. but too bad la.. she got fever and cough.. poor thing!!! my heart break when they call me to ask me talk to her so that she will stop crying at the clinic cos the doctor bully her... homs! how dare u bully my little darling???!!! she got soooooooooooooooo much medicine la.............. MY GOD!!!! but lucky she's still can run here run there, shout here shout there, dance here dance there la... haha. she dun really look sick at alll man.. wooot!!



yeap.. went to swensens in the end cos everyone falling aslp.. my house is infested with slpy bugs~~~~ hehs. oh no~

today is a sinfu day..... god..... tmr must go gym le! been so busy la... i'll rmb tmr dun have pilates classes de!! hahahahahaha..

i seriously think my ah near is the best person in the whole wide world!! well.. yanxin thinks he's the best person in the world.. haha. all cos of all the ppl i'm trying to tackle these few days.. it's nt from a bias view or wad cos he always dote on me la... is the way he treats others and human beings.. my god... thanks to him, our surprise party is able to run smoother man.. can all guys be as shui bian as him not??!!! stop being soooo gu niang can anot??! but wells.. maybe it's cos it's me talking la.. ok.. so it shall be a bias source afterall.... wooot~

today is just monday......................................... =(

friday got feast, sat got bbq, sun got feast~ wad a sinfu weeeeeeeeeek!! i believe i'll or maybe i've gained back the kilos i've shed............... it's really diffffffff to shed 1kg u noe??!!!! homs!!

nvm~ no matter how fatty bom bom i am, i still have all the stuffs i always dreamt of having (except for a tall and lean body.. heee... that's well.. as superficial as material comforts~ wooot!!) since young...

ah near had spread his cough to me sometime before.. so i cough when got fan ard... but!! now.. lotus worsened it for me.... *cough cough* i am as weak as her mama!! cos her mama got fever from her.. wooot!! now my poor little baby is crying... haiyo.. baby sick really very jialat leh... stupid teeths that are budding out... mk my little devil so poooor thing!! it's 1240 and she's crying again.. last night din slp much leh.. i hope she can get more slp tonight... DEVIL BULLYING LOTUS, GO AWAY!!!!!!! FAR FAR AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!

get well soon darling~~~ then dun have to find medicine hiden in ur milk or porridge or rice or anything u always eat!! hehs.. *baaaa!!!* only ppl who noe lotus can understand the *baaaa!!* ba.. heeee... *baaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!*

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Sunday, June 17, 2007

yea~ i wanna show off our very own bday present~~ hahaha.. doesnt weng looks niceeee after she rebonded her hair? i din say she's nt pretty ok! wooot~ is u guys shld see the mess.. hahaha.. oOps~ heee.. din managed to tk her photo alone cos forgot~~~ wahahahaha... =) =)



and boy...... 6cm is really alot hor??? haha.



yea~ this is going to be ah near's 4th gf~ haha.. i've became the one of their fighting topics without knowing why.. so, i've decided to mk them fight even more!! heee.. oh newae, they fight cos some think the photos on ah near's cupboard is the same, some think it's diff.. some think teeth looks the same, some think nose looks the same.. but wells... THEY ARE THE SAME!!!!! my god! haha.

my hair is kinda messy hor? heh. welllllssssss...... i was pulled up early in the morning to eat breakfast leh..... so i just pop down on the bed after tripping down and falling down and slept for 2hrs plus straight after tuition.. haha. and oso kena pulled out of bed by the same pig~ grrrrrrr.......... well, after that, i think my hair is that messy le... hahahaha.. bleh!!

watched the hills have eyes 2 today leh..... ok la.. it's grosss... but i can still tk it... more than hhe1 lo... perhaps today got someone beside me ar, gimme some yan se when he noe something scary going to happen.. haha. but then, i cried the last time is nt cos of the scene was really gross leh.. is cos i cannot tk the fact that the pretty girl is being raped and she cry until lk soooo pooor thing.. today the girl appeared to be stronger.. and then last time the mama oso tried saving her daughter.. then oso got the mutant break the bird's head to drink its blood.. and then oso got another mama kena raped cos she wanna save her baby.. CANNOT TAKE IT LA!!! end up crying and left the cinema.. heeee.. but today de better maybe cos the story is nt that near to my heart.. us army vs family.. heh.

something drama happened to me today... wahahaha.. =D reallllly soooo drama... haha. but nvm, i shiok can le... woooooooot!!!!!

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by the time i met ah near at night, my hair's all flat le.......... haha. cos i buay tahan i punk la................ act the photos oso nt very big diff i think.. hahahaha.. but at chapter2 see is really very big diff! heh











why the color looks so dark leh? hmmmmmmmmmm...... lightning problem! hahaha

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i swear i wld have thrown the F*** word on that bloody idiot if i din close the stupid window!!!! AAAHHHHH!!!!!!! why is that freak soooo irritating??!! i tired talking to him soooo nicely... AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!! i wanna ban him from coming to the bbq we put soooo much effort in!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i wan my party to be for someone worth it! not someone with "FREE LOADER" sprawed over ur big face!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! do u ever noe how much hard work we are putting into this whole thing and u tried to talk lidat?!!!!! HRMPH!! even danny oso nv lidat!!!! luckily i'm nt the one tat's closer to u man.... oh god.....

i'm really feeeeeling super super worrried abt something and i act chose to approach him so that the surprise party can be concluded finallllyyy... but ya.. i chose to talk to a cheapo guy.. fine.... *cool down*

homs.... now the whole thing just doesnt feel as nice as planned.......

but nvm.... who cares abt someone lk that.. hrmph! i am going to see ah near in a few hrs time i believe!!! a beautiful sat and yet he's back in the camp..... poor thing...

i do have a lot of things to be happy abt de la.. just that one freak spoiled my mood.. heh. but after slashing out with yx (who decided to ban him too.. heee..), i've decided i'm nt that angry anymore.. heeee... =) =)

the happiest thing that happened ytd is that we went chpter2 finalllly~ finally weng's exams are over.. so we brought her there for a big surprise.. heee.. =) yea.. now weng looks much prettier with her rebonded hair... heh. =) =) *beams* and weng is soooo happy too~ and i changed my hairstyle too~ haha.. dyed it ashbrown... and jeft gave me another diff hairstyle.. wah.. it's abit punk ok.... but i din wax it or spray it, so i cant do the effect he did, and oso, our hands are diffffff.... heeee... =) =) but wells, that day everyone say i loook sooooooo difffffffffff.... heh. niceee too of cos... haha.

me: oei! cannot see i'm wearing a dress today ar? really cannot see i'm trying to be a xiao nu ren ma??!!
jeft: aiyo, i got full confidence u can be very wild de....

this is wad i get in return when i got too friendly with the hair stylists.... woooot! i am really very demure de ok.. just tat weng says i'm the most talkative customer she has ever seen in any salon... hahaha.. oops..... bleh~ dun talk i think i'll die lidat leh.. everyone's really amazed with how come i can change topic that quickly...... and i almost did a crazy thing.. haha. i wanted to scare him when he's cutting my hair.. haha. the most crucial cut somemore.. but i sula.. i din.... woooooot!!

i'm really very happy with my newhairstyle leh.. but it's really nt very me leh... but wells.. it's a new change... but at the rate i'm nt styling my hair, i believe, i'll be back to normal sooon.. jeft is my fav stylist so far man~ if nt i wun go back to find him de!!! haha. newae, dun ever let fion cut ur hair.. hahahahaha.. cos i realised ytd, weng and my first cut there is by fion and well, she's really pretty, but her cuts are really normal... hahahaha.. newae, everyone say we are such good frens.. of cos la... u talking abt kelly hew leh~ hahahahaha..

another happy thing is today my tuition went very smoothly... thou i still dun understand why ericia cry.. but it's nt cos i scold her hor! i'm in a terribly good mood today! she say she cannot understand so she cry.. haha. but trust me.. she understood it in the end k?! and well, i made up to alfred by being really nice.. and i tot of a very effective way to teach him today!! yippppeeee!!!! i must kip my patienceeeee~~~~ *beams*

another happy thing is of cos wad happened today la~~~ hahaha.. I CANT WAIT FOR SAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! woooooooohoooooooooo~~ it's sooo exciting until lk wad lidat.. haha. but mel was late for lk 5hrs u noe? woooot!

slping time~~~ wake up then can see ah near niaooooo~~~~~~

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