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The Princess
kelly
o5'09"87
2o
lives in a castle

She Loves.
her prince
dad
mum
bro
lotus
buabies
ah bao

She Hates
her fats
her homeworks
her sweat
lazy slaves
timid knights


She wishes
more servants
1000 more pairs of shoes
$10 000 increase of pocket money
that $1 000 000 dress
travel to where she likes
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Monday, January 17, 2005


wad has got into me, or perharps i'm just nothing but a dumb cry baby. everytime meet something wrong, just cry.. not happy oso cry.. this whole week was really lk filled with tears.. but that was normally at night.. i cried in front of everyone again when we were doing the tutorials.. lucky it's only the few of them ard.. i tried hiding it.. i really.. but once dabendan called me up, i cant tahan any further.. i cried real hard, instead of just tiny sobs that i can hide when i just turn away.. he always nv fail to press the correct button to make me cry buckets after buckets.. oh man.. then wasnt myself for the rest of the day.. even ms ng oso asked me whether i'm alright.. but i guess crying has been the tool to release my emotions nowadays ba.. at least it's better than cant cry at all.. i believe i affect some of u ba.. hweeling gotta pei me all the while i hid in the toilet and i nv talk to her at all.. very xinku ba.. crystie oso.. i actually dun feel lk talking at all on the way home.. but i think if i dun talk, she'll be feelin damn xinku ba.. been thru it b4.. so i decided to open my golden mouth.. and dabendan.. sorry that i made u talked to thin air.. u guys just dun care about me la.. dun bother wasting ur time on a useless me now..

time really pass by real fast.. we've advanced into our 3rd week in sch le.. and i'm still dreading sch.. zion.. where are u???????? watever la.. gotta live with the fact that i must walk the remaining of the year with a dreadful class..

oh wells.. the worst are yet to come.. my attacks are still mild.. but it's getting worst.. from occassional gastric for the last 2 weeks, it has developed into me having diarrhoae once i eat fastfood.. and now, my stomach feels the discomfort once i eat something.. grr.. this reminds me of sec4 lo.. but this time is better la.. cos the pain is not that big scale.. hopefully i'll get better.. guess it's all cos of the stress that's stamping me down ba..

febuary coming.. at least it's something i can look forward to.. had a plan for his bdae.. hmm.. and it's thinking of it that made me forget lotsa thing.. well, u still have some effects on me... and hopefully it can last..

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Sunday, January 16, 2005


oh wells.. i tot i'm supposed to be feeling pretty high and pretty happy? oh god.. no.. wad on earth has happened? so many things happened for the past whole week.. it had being badly with all the triffs.. not that it have ended.. then even lead on to the fight with mummy.. that day was damn bloody ........ how many buckets have i cried? i was even crying before that lo. watever la.. actually got lotsa things to say one.. but no words come out when i wanna type.. my mind's in a blank again. no one clearly noes wad i've been going thru.. no one.. i feel that i'm actually drowning in some deep pool with my hands flunging yet no one pulls me.. some ppl are floating boards to me.. but they come and go.. i wan my harbor, but i cant find it..

i'm feigning.. i've been hiding right under my own laughters and smiles.. i'm tired.. why do i even bother faking that i'm really happy when i'm not? why must i always try to be other's kaixinguo when i nid one myself? i dunno wad i'm doing now la.. dun ask me whether i'm alright.. cos even if i'm not, i'll still tell u i'm alright.. i dun wanna dwell onto this thing and make myself even more jialat.. the more u ask, the more i feel lk crying.. i think i've cried quite alot of times this week le.. so wad? no one can help.. and how many ppl noe that? even gh oso only noe about the fight with mummy..

thanks mel for even asking.. u made me feel that there's someone nearby suddenly.. i've always been pampered since young.. no matter wad happens, i noe there's someone nearby.. but now, i feel so lost that i dun even think anyone's there.. i believe i reach out for a hand, there'll be a hand nearby.. but i'm so tired of life that i dun even feel lk reaching out at all.. and to think that i feel that the hands out there are only ppl from our gang.. i noe there're others that care.. but i dun feel lk accepting it at all.. i dunno why.. the others includes someone i dun wanna include at all..

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