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The Princess
kelly
o5'09"87
2o
lives in a castle

She Loves.
her prince
dad
mum
bro
lotus
buabies
ah bao

She Hates
her fats
her homeworks
her sweat
lazy slaves
timid knights


She wishes
more servants
1000 more pairs of shoes
$10 000 increase of pocket money
that $1 000 000 dress
travel to where she likes
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Friday, August 17, 2007


i shall declare that i am feeling much better already.. i finally got over the fact tat ah dear is going to leave me soon.. the depression mode just switch off the moment i woke up today leh.. and i knew it's over when i dun find smiling a chore anymore.. oh god.. i can finally feel myself.. =) =)

i dunno wad had caused the change but i am glad for the change.. i noe ah dear wun wan me mopping ard the place either.. sometimes i find it funny.. we dun nida say anything and we already noe wad's going thru our mind.. hehs. and all our reactions are imprinted onto our own mind already.. so wad if he cant be ard physically right?? i just have to noe he is still ard and missing me at another part of the earth and is coming back sooner than i'll believe... that's a blessing already.. (did some fairy godmother pop into my dream last night and brainwashed me??) but i rather think cos i spill it out onto the blog and spoke to no one in particular.... writing my emotions has always have a threpeutic effect... so great... i wun be unhappy when i see ah dear and waste our precious time mopping ard the place...

i tot i had a rather funny dream during my nap just now.. but i cant rmb why.. and i really wonder who on earth switched off my alarm....... so i cant wake up.. and so i'm here instead of going kickboxing.. seems that i've gotta go tmr then.. i feel so much recharged nw.......... i felt sooo deprived of slp.... to a point that i cant study.. the tuitions are really taking a toil on me.. i really cant it that i have 2 tuitions almost everyday.... i've been a zombie thru the week and i think my parents are quite disturbed by that fact..

but everyone's love n concern makes me goes on.. every morning papa wakes up specially to mk breakfast for me and tells me to be careful b4 he goes back to slp.. i was really touched by that.. it felt that someone is fighting alongside with me.. hehs.. even kor kor fighting for toilet with me i oso find it nice.. cos i was really used to waking up alone and leaving alone without seeing a single soul.. i can nv leave in isolation man.. i really think life will be so much more miserable without lotus lao da.. our moods will definitely lift in the presence of her.. she is the real kai xin guo man!!

my party is coming soon and i'm feeling so excited for it.. haha. mama is still fretting over the menu.. i tot they've settled everything??? LOL!! tmr mama plus ah dear plus me going to shop for the food le.. we cant do without ah dear u noe?? i saw her SUPER LOOOOOONG shopping list.. lol!! party comes means my REAL BDAY is coming soon.. LOL!! even thou ah dear is nt going to be by my side as i wished and hoped and dreamed that it's nt true.. i must oso spend it happily.. he's feeling guilty enuf.. but why do i have a feeling that no one's going to spend it with me?! lol.. nvm.. there's still andrew and lydia ar.......... hehs.

tata for now!! the entry's long enuf!!

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Thursday, August 16, 2007


i am now currently in a depression mode since last night.... it's hard trying to act as if everything is right and smile along with everyone and talk to everyone today... i just feel lk stoning..

my eyes still hurts from all the crying last night and it's the first time i act had a mini insomia ever since i am born can?? ah dear just told me a super bad news ytd.. he's flying off to tw in the matter of 14 days.. 13 days to be exact... and i'm going to be stuck in sg with myself and myself from 29aug all the way to 2oct... i cant tk the fact that it's so soon.. he warned me that it's in sept but it's even the day he promised to celebrate my bday with me.... and it's longer than it shld had been.. and he decided to tell me thru sms and let me cool down b4 he talk to me due to past experience...... but... i really hoped he had nt done it at all... i went into a state of shock and unbelievable... and yet i cant find anyone to help me.... he cant talk to me until so many hrs later cos of the stupid saf.. i've already cried and dried my tears for the past 3plus hrs le... i dunno why i'm talking it so hard.. but i really cant help myself.. esp when my depression mode has been ticking by since last week for some unknown reasons..

i promised him i will dry my tears and i kip forcing myself to smile when i tot to him last night.. i noe how much he'll worry for me and how sad he was act... i haven had such a heart wrenching talk with him before... i haven tried smiling so hard when my heart is bleeding inside... but i'll be strong.............

35 days without dear dear.. i dunno how it'll be.. we cant talk much.. we cant even talk everyday.. i cant see him at all.. they cant bring camera phone... so no mms too... let alone 3g conversation.. i cant go looking for him during the weekends and bully him and ask for a big bear hug...... i cant spend my bday with him...... i cant see him at all... his flight is 2 weeks away... but all we have is just 2 weekends tog...... there's so much thing i wanna do with him........ but yet i've got no time to do it all...............

he haven leave i'm already missing him.. and he's already worrying abt me.. i dunno whether i shld act send him off... i cant bear the tot at all.... i dun wanna cry in front of everyone but i wanna spend every possible moment with him......

he said it's a real test for us... but i dun wan a test.... sch is giving me enuf tests......... i just simply hate saf....... =( =(

i dun wanna think abt it anymore.. i noe the most impt thing is to spend the remaining time we've got as fruitfully as possible..........

i'm weary of the days ahead................................ tell me i can survive........

i'm sorry if i'm not myself.. but pls dun ask me why... i dun wanna be reminded of it.. if i'm ready to tell anyone, i'll talk abt it myself... but i'll try to be as normal as possible and stop leaving my body lk today.... i noe i cant be alone too... i'll start thinking too much... i even think so far till i'm scared something will happen within that 35 days... xinfu is nt easy to grab but it's now in my hands.. whenever that happens, something bad will come along... *watch too much tv*

it is time to learn to be independent... if i wasnt that attached and dependent on ah dear... i wldnt be lk this at all......

at least i'm going to see him soon.....

tata for now.........

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