Saturday, August 19, 2006

i'm now lying within a heap of notes.. haha.. my room's in a total mess now shio... heh.. and i doesnt seem to be really starting on leveling them leh.. i'm going to start soon! really.. heh..

newae, today no indian man!! finally fafa is here... i really tuned out my tut ytd cos i simply dunno wad that indian's trying to say.. not concept wise.. but he's soft plus he got that stupid indian curving accent... haha.. just 2 words.. "HE SUCKS" haha

i really must start studying le la.. i kip delaying means i cant reward myself for my vcd treats!! i haven even finish this show lo.... then how am i going to start on my dear goooong.. i buy quite looooong le still no chance to watch.. nt to say my girl and that hai shen..... grrrr!!! aaaaahhhh!!! maybe i shall chiong later! great! then tmr wake up and study whole day right?? hahahahha... great!!

loooong time nv go movies lidat.. heh.. went cathay with di near just now.. haha.. and we won the ben and jerry voucher.. haha.. i din noe ben n jerry'll have a rock band inside de leh.. haha.. it's lk so funny.. clubbing with ice creams?? haha.. so funny.. but shall wait till we redeem our voucher then go back eat.. must save money!! heh.. esp since we found something to buy!! haha.. but then, that's in lk 2mths?? and it's just lk 80bucks? hahaha.. watever..

i'm literally broke now.. haha.. who tell me only transfer 100bucks out to the uob acct... lucky i still got lk 2weeks left before i can transfer more money to it.. haha.. i only have 60bucks left for the month.. to be exACT is 70bucks.. haha.. i'm very sure this will curb my expenditure....... hahahaha.. if it still doesnt, then i really dunno wad to do to myself le.. heh.. =)

di near asked me one qns and set me thinking.. "how did u feel when i first held ur hands??" it seems reallllllllllyyyyy looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong agoooooooooo........ all i can rmb is there's alot of butterflies flying in my stomach... it's the same butterflies flyin ard when he first hug me, kissed me... but ar.... it's beeeeeeeen a loooooooooooooong time since i felt those butterflies... that's why i'm thinking, wad other things can set the butterflies flying again?? there's not alot of first times ard wad... haha.. but i cant think of any leh.. the nearest i can think of was his last birthday surprise.. cos i was too ga jiong and scare he luff at me... so nervous will get butterflies to fly?? heh.. (hint hint! di near, why dun u brainstorm it for me?? hahahaha...)

permission granted to give myself a birthday present this yr.. haha.. and i've decided to buy the guess watch i've always lk for myself.. (i'll tk good care of it!!) provided i'm willing to part with my money on that fateful day.. geeee.. but must reward myself ma... heeee.. wad a big chance to do it! =) =) =)

i cant really think of wad i wanna have for birthday this yr leh... haha.. finally i'm anticipating my birthday again... =) =) so happy.......... 17more days!!!!!! woooooooohooooooo~!!~!~!~

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Wednesday, August 16, 2006

i'm seriously dead tired.... wad have i act done to mk myself so tired shio????? groans.... study? alright la.. using the comp? i din really use leh.. watch vcd? i buy so many vcd oso haven watch leh.. trying hard to curb myself lo.. then wassup with me???? heh.. must be cos last week nt enuf slp then still not used to slpin 6hrs a day.. heh.. tis is hellllll.... haha..

i'm really very sad now leh... cos i lost my beloved swatch watch which i really lk it lotsa lotsa leh....... i took it off and din put it back and just stand up and walk out of the stupid audi.. hom.. then went back and look for it then it's lk gone...... hopefully it's a kind soul that picked it up and bring to the lost and found...... =(

and i was lk so depressed from the moment i found out until i reach hm.. just see lotus then melt everything away le.. see her smile then i happy le.. heh.. maybe i shld marry earlier and have a baby myself la.. heh.. forget abt my first class honours and everything la... heh.. but who can yang me??? woooot! but the bad news is.... lotus kip biting ah pooh!! my ah pooh's gonna smell lk my ah bao very sooooon le... haha.. but i ask her kiss me she act kiss my cheeks leh.. dunno is by chance or wad.. haha.. lucky got lotus ard.... she just mk my day.. =) then this morning she kip smiling at me and thrusting her hands frantically at me.. heh.. (okok.. lucky got ah phuant ard, if nt who lemmi hug during boring lectures, when i'm having hell lotsa pain and when i'm really very depressed today right? heh)

i got cursed by a distorted monster... hom........

newae, ytd was the first tutorial of the sem.. hmm.. i made 6frens.. haha.. sounds pathetic but it's already nt bad le leh.. cos the class got soooo many grps ard lo.. and baoshan is pretty accidental.. cos she went to the class one hr earlier lk me cos we saw the time wrongly... haha..

i hope i can get the sbs job.. cos they ask me go for probation le... =) the job scope is lk wad i do in modern beauty la..... heh.. oooooohhhh plsssss........ *pray hard pray hard*

i kip losing things nowadays leh.... hom.... dun ever let my adidas jacket be the next..... =S

alrights... my break's over again.. must go and study le... before i get even more tired............. tmr's gonna be a looooooooooooooooooong day and must go tuition again... *tired* haha.. nvm!! i can hang on de!!!! cos i got one troop of supporters behind me.... hahahahaha..

*may my dear cheery watch be at the lost and found...*

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Sunday, August 13, 2006

haha.. i really regret trying to try out party world all over again.. heh. tot it's cheap, but end up, no much diff from kbox which has a far more better service than the dumb party world.. but party world is lk so near my house.. haha.. but the whole place really very wu yan zhang qi leh.. haha.. end up ah dear, ah phuant and me smell lk we just smoked lo.. and frankly speaking, i din even noe i smell lk that until i came out.. haha.. lousy party world.. i doubt i'll go back there in near future... hahahahaha..

newae, that day party got a lot of surprises.. =) =) =) got a swatch watch from lotus parents.. (so i can give up on the idea of a new watch le.. cos i lk the watch lotsa.. then got one hello kitty bag and jewellery box from my neighbour.. haha.. i still feel that the bag is a big faker leh.. and i really dun think i got the courage to bring such a pink bag out.. so erm, well..... haha.. post the photos another time.. cos i'm getting slpy le.. haha.. and the biggest surprise is my big fat ah dear gimme an ADDIDAS JACKET!!! oh my god.... it's the jacket i always love but nv buy due to its price... (demand and supply.. haha...) and that rich kid (fake one) act tell me that wasnt supposed to be my birthday present...... just buy it cos i love it... wad a nice big fat ah dear i've got... woooot!! (which means, i shall give up on my ah pooh jacket too...) =) =) =) =) labu ya lotsa lotsa... =) =)

another good news is that ntu tell me that they're rich.. haha.. so they are going to give me a new bursary to replace the moe bursary i've accepted......... =) =) =) =) =) guessssss how much??? hahahaha.. cos they are rich enuf, they're going to gimme 2000bucks more!! which is 2800 bucks!!! oh my god.. i really cant believe myself when i saw the email ytd.. =) =) and i oso signed up for the work study scheme ytd oso.. hopefully they'll accept me too.. cos it's not mainly for the money.. (one hr $12, 1 week 6 hrs, which means 288bucks..) i wanna get more in touch with sbs.. and i believe work as an asst to technician executives's going to be pretty fun... maybe i can even learn stuffs outside the classroom.. heh.. =) oh pray hard for me... =) =)

but the suay me walk a loooooooooooooong looooooooooooong way to the student affairs centre just to hand in the form, only to realise no cars are at the carpark, which means the whole building is deserted!!!! haha.. so i walk that loooooooooong way back to canteenA bus stop to wait for the kindest big fat ah near... haha.. i seriously dunno why i simply cant get my laptop connected to internet!!! the only success is that i connected to ntu webbies.. and that's ALL!! so angry.. haha.. newae, the lunch at canteenA sucks totally.. i hope the remaining stalls are nt going to be lidat.. if nt i think i'll end up eating mac everyday lo..... haha..

oso dunno we spend more time studying or more time trying to connect to the internet lo..... hahaha.. but newae, i've finally deciphered wad prof lars is talking abt... erm, 2 pages in lk ard 3hrs... i noe i'm dumb.... but, i just nid time to iron out my tots ma.... heh.. i'll try to shorten the time next time.. haha.. cos of this, i din manage to do any tutorials at all.. and i cant help ah dear at all cos my whole brain is wired to thermodynamics at that very moment.... i must learn to love and appreciate physics, if nt i'm nt going to learn!! grrrrr... I LOVE PHYSICS!!! hahahaha..

spend alot of time trying to get the pants for my pilates lessons tmr.. wah shio.. these pants are that ex one ar??? i dun even noe leh.. end up i settled for a BUM one.. and altered lk 6inches.. hahaha.. meanwhile went to siam kitchen for dinner.. i din noe there got buffet one leh.. ah dear and i eat until lk BLOAT... haha.. then i really dun understand why does the whole world thinks that guys shld pay for the bill.... i mean, 21st century le, dun nida be so rigid right? i hate spending ah dear's money.... so everytime he treat once, i must find a way to treat back.. lucky he's oso living in the 21st century lk me and allow me to treat back.. haha.. u're a kind, good, fat big ah dear... =) =) =)

ah dear's oso kind enuf to trade ezlink card with me.. i'm going to go mad soon with the adult fare lo... heh.. it's lk sooooo blooooooody ex... 1day 5bucks........ oh my god!!!!!!!!!! and the suayest thing is that the transitlink office still havent manage to get my records in yet!!! INEFFICIENT!! LOUSY!! u noe how much more money i gotta spend cos of it ma??!! esp when i decided to start saving money.... heh.. BOOOO!!! but i nv cheat fare from ah dear hor... heh.. i applied giro-link for both cards using my acct hor... heh.. how can let him pay so much more just cos i'm paying so much.... =) =) =) =) but he's smart enuf to think of paying in coins thou... heh..

the worst bad news i've got today is that i dropped my new grandson xiao pooh........... hom.. the chain got unhook and came looose from my laptop bag this morning... hom.. lucky ah pooh nv scold me.. but i still feel very bad leh...... hom... his new son leh. ytd everyone still play until so happy.. then today xiao pooh's missing le... hom.. =( =( so sorry ah pooh..... thank you for nt blaming me.... i hope is xiao pooh's real mother come pick him up le.. hopefully it's nt a kidnap case... hom... =( =( ah dear came in the morning to help me look for him oso cant find le... hopefully, xiao pooh's in safe hands... (i kip wondering why i din feel the ache of my new present gone, just buy ytd de leh.. instead, i'm actually sad cos i really feel i lost my grandson leh.. this is call family bonding with my buabies.... oh my xiao pooooooh!!!! where are u???????!!!!)

although i always say i wanna get good grades but nv seeeeeeem to get it somehow, i wan to change this stupid fate... haha.. i noe it's going to be hell for me pretty soon, but i wan to brave thru it.. (nt try to brave thru it...) the 3 words (first class honors) is very very impt to me.... the chemistry that's going within my body is really diff from the last 19yrs of working hard... i really nv feel this strength before leh.. perhaps, it's due to all the financial weights ba.. i oso nv feel all these b4... why am i experiencing lk soooo much diff stuffs this yr? heh. but if it can mk me study hard, i'm glad for that... =) =) =) =)

i still haven buy my chair!! and i think my back'll break soon tog with my buttocks!!! hahaha..

ah dear!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! go go jiayou!!!!!!!!!! i'll go go jiayou oso de.... =) =) everyone else oso must go go jiayou!!!!!!!!! (the first thing to kick is to stop spendin so much time online it seems... wooot!!) must slp before i cant wake up tmr!! haha.. =) tata~!!!!!!!!!!!

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