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Thursday, January 19, 2006

wah shio.. i did a super maluating thing ytd.. my face is really getting thinner as day goes by ok... i helped kayee ask for hp number from a guy in a hp shop beside mpy.. i can feel myself blushing all the way even thou i'm nt asking for my behalf.. heh. starting i really dun wan help her cos later ah bui jealous hw? haha.. but i see her really very sad and she really wanna cry le.. i pluck out my courage and went over to mpy.. finally mk her smile and love me to bits.. haha.. seriously ar, if it was me last time, i doubt i'll even hesitate ba... haha.. my face is really thinning ok.. the guy on first glance really.. erm.. ya... then i was quite shock it's him so i sillyly walk over the shop.. but i scare i disappoint her so i work back again.. haha.. then today brought one customer over to mpy.. that guy was in the shop!! and i saw him leaning out of the counter then i fake i din even see him.. woot! the customer went in i faster turn and walk away.. haha.. but then, i'm nt the person who act lk him wad.. why i siam him ar? maybe i shld go and try create more chances for kayee right? but i'm known to always mk matters worse.. haha.. so siam as far as possible.. haha. newae, that guy see longer is alright la.. haha.. **okok.. ah bui.. u are the most most most shuai k?? haha*

quick.. everyone help me sell the facial vouchers....... haha..

i've finally decided on the grand prize.. ok... it'll cost me a bomb but i feel very happy that i'm going to buy it.. unless something that's even better than that comes along... haiyo... sooo sad... just bought wallet le.. then he buy his bag le.. and belt is a kuku present.. wanted to buy him a shirt but he's going to buy 2 shirts for cny le.. i dunno how to trick him to get his correct size for a nice jeans.. those silly things which i always lk but he dun really nid except to maybe see see and luff abit is already considered stupid to give to an 18 yr old ah bui by weng and obviously me too.. haha.. wanted to give him one buaby so he can hug to slp every night.. but he's sooo in love with his bolster! later he neglect my buaby how???!?!!!!! and it's sooo funny giving him a teddy bear.. i rmb he rather wan his bolster than me!!!!!! haha.. but i oso lk the bolster.. cos got my baobao smell.. whenever i forgot to bring my baobao, the bolster is mine... haha.. seee... wad to give him wor??!! the pullover is too thick la... singapore is nt winter.. and ny's lt4 is definitely nt.. haha.. the black adidas jacket is nt bad.. and he lk it alot.. haha.. but too bad... i think my present is better!!! and it's abit cheaper than the adidas jacket.. haha.. wahahahahaha~!!! and i lk it alot tooo~!! i'm sooo excited~!!! but of course, i wun be soooo dumb as to buy so early.. wad if he suddenly come into my room right?? and must wait till i get my angpows first... haha.. i doubt he'll ever guess correctly.... lk the stupid pierre cardin wallet which shares the same brand as underwears.. haha.. =)

i think by the end of the mth my account will near double digit again.. haha.. that time gave money to my parents they all were lk super shock and refuse to tk my money.. and of course, made them tk la.. and supposedly i treat them to dinner but they gimme a chance to draw money and still bring me to a place that cant shua card.. then of course, papa paid first.. then my bro was luffing at me for this when he ask me go and buy drinks lo.. i told them i only have $2 with me.. haha.. **mama to the rescue!!** haha.. they din even wan to tk my bursary money lo.. how can let them pay for my phone wor.. then after that heard them prasing me.. wahaha.. **happy** this salary doesnt include the jan at all lo.. then i got only less than $800 after the cpf deduction.. mk me feel so poor esp after giving $600 away... haha.. nvm!!! i'm going to work hard in selling the vouchers!!!!!!!!!!!! i've earned $50 le... haha.. hopefully can sell more and earn more................ esp cos i've really found the tourism and hospitality management course le... *kip my fingers cross that my results can pass thru it* (money is the easiest problem on earth to solve right?)

i've been really very busy these few days shio.. haha.. but i'm really enjoying it cos time really flies~!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha.. soooon, it's lunch... then work a while more....... it's time to go hm.. haha. i lk this.. weng and xy sent resume to the company too.. hopefully they'll be able to enjoy the life i am enjoying soon.. haha.. but i'm quite sad that my dear happy is transferred to mje... booooooohooooooooooo..... then kayee will fly back after cny..... then only left lynn to kip talking to me le.. and chriss they all is always so busy up there.. hom.... nvm!! oh ya! i'm soo excited! i'm finally going to my first facial session on the 25th! and i'm soooo smart to book chriss first cos suddenly everyone trying to book everyone.. and finally i can stop ah bui from luffing at my silly eyebrow due to my slping posture.. haha.

i feel deprived of talking shio.. so gotta kip bloging.. there talk abt other things but there's no one to let me talk abt wad's been happening to me shio.. heh.. everyone's so busy with their own life.. even ah bui oso so busy with training and studies.. so poor thing.. lk always hear him got test lidat.. tmr got 2 somemore.. hopefully i can go watch him play again.. i miss seeing him in the court... haha.. wearing his red red jersey.. haha.. everytime see him after training he oso nv wear his jersey le... heh.. but then better dun get near this smelly ah bui after training when he's still wearing it thou.. haha.. only ppl lk me who'll be so dumb to wan hug him in his smelly jersey after the finals last year.. haha.. and happiness spoiled my sense of smell that day obviously.. haha!!

have been tuning in to ying yue ri ji everyday on the way to work.. haha.. sometimes got ppl write abt hw they started off.. then always mk me think of how we act started off.. heh.. so funny.. but it's really just fate that the person i saw is act him instead of clarence thou.. haha.. think le oso think is silly.. no wonder we are always so silly.. but weng always say is my silliness diffuse to him and mk us super silly leh.. but i think is he diffuse here andmk me more silly leh.. haha.. throughout this one yr plus, the most memorable thing shld be the smile he gave me before they march out into the court and my silly bday surprise ba.. haha.. nothing can mk me forget that smile shio.. and i really think i'm leading a dramafied life lo.. heh.. seriously think only drama will have that kinda birthday surprise n oso have 3 girls blinfolding u in town.. and it's just so lucky that i almost fainted before the finals.. haha.. i dunno is i'm always too free or maybe i'm dying soon, have been flashing backing alot of things shio.. really miss everyone and ny sometimes.. just taking 105 and walk along tp can mk me rmb alot of memories we have as a class... but too bad, all these are over.. and our class was nv a class ever since we started j2.. but it just bring smiles to my face everytime i rmb some silly things that happened.. be it with the class, swiss ppl or ahbui... really think i'm dying soon.. haha..

tmr only have to start work at 530.. sooooooooo rotting.. no oneto go out with me oso.. ah bui gotta go gym then got training.. hom.. i finished watching ah wang.. shall cook myself a very big dunch tmr.. haha.. must slp until super late so dun have to rot too much tmr.. haha..

shall go and pei my buabies and hug them to slp le...... sweet dreams... *really miss everyone shio..*

mel mel mel... mel mel mel.. hahaha.. happy marching~! wooooot! seriously dunno whether he msg everyone or just me.. but i decided to heck that msg since we have already agreed to go out during cny.. only that we haven tell the guys wad... haha.. as for why, dun ask me.. ask weng.. cos i oso dun rmb why... =) u guys better mk urself free for us!! haha

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Sunday, January 15, 2006

i'm so happy nw.. cos i've been researching on uni courses.. and i realised that ntu really does offer tourism and hospitality management for degree courses.. :) i dun have to go to shatec or watever to study this anymore... :) i shall start saving money... even thou i lk smu, but nbs shall be my new aim in life.. heh. but leh.. lk wad mama said.. i must be prepared that my results are nt going to get me anywhere... i dun lk the feelin of hopes being dashed.. so i'll try my best to nt have any hopes abt it at all...

wad weng told me kept repeating ard my head these few days when i was thinking of stuffs.. dreams are meant for rich ppl.. heh. so wad if it is true.. i'm nt going to let reality hit me anymore.. even if my results cant let me study, i'll just repeat as a private student if i must.. if my parents are still nt keen in sending me to uni, i'll just fight my way out and earn my own money and let them see my determination and mk sure they'll support me morally in the end.. i really have enuf of all the negative comments my mama is act giving me..

for nw, i shall be a good employee and earn as much money as i can.. from tmr onwards, i shall increase my working pace and hopefully i can squeeze out time to call customers.. these little money can add up to alot u noe? and of course, i shall get ppl to buy the facial vouchers...... if ah bui can tell me he'll find ways to see me thru uni if no one supports me, why cant i find the ways myself right? :)

the moon is a good motivation to me last night and i dunno why... haha.. i think i sat at the window and stare at the moon and the clouds for very loooong.. haha.. today's moon is even rounder and brighter leh.. haha..

tmr will be a brand new day again~!!!!! lucky working from 530 only.. *yawnz*

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Anyone wan a bouquet of roses on valentines day which will come pretty soon.. haha..it's 9 roses and cost $40.. u can surprise ur girl by asking for free delivery orh!~ haha.. i seriously think my bro they all is really very lihai.. see the photo at the side.. heh.


tmr i shall begin my great feat by nt bringing my buaby to work anymore.. heh. shall mk everyone eye balls drop out.. heh.

just nw heard something i really dun feel lk hearing.... dun care... i share earn as much as i can nw! heeeee..

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i wonder when i'll finally grow up and stop being so childish as to kick up a fuss over a slightest thing ever..

i wonder when i can ever stop regretting wad i've done and nt stop wad i was doing right on the spot..

suddenly, the whole world looks so dull.. all my buabies arent smiling anymore.. they are just some lifeless bears sitting on the bed.. where did their smiles went to? eeyore is no longer smiling....

the only thing that remained is that baobao still smells the same... and i'm smelling it now again... i'm a baobao addict le.... since the moment i was born.. heh. i shall go back and mk my buabies smile again..

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