Friday, June 08, 2007

homs.. i am sad... cos my jap only got b-... the worst of all my modules.. i tot it shld be the best leh... welllls.... too bad lo.. my grades are still as bad even thou got improve.. still stuck at the stupid 2nd class lower.. even my mama oso say my grades lousy.. made me even more sad... sobs......... =( but made me feel a little better is i overheard 2 girls talking at the restroom in amore saying that even a 3rd class honors is better than a pass in degree... wooot~ it's a 200bucks diff in starting pay.. and ar.. one girl say her life sci de dunno wad asst (sounds lk she's someone big but end up i think no leh...) got 2500 as starting pay as a 2nd class lower de holder.. heh.

lk weng say her dunno wad say, watever shit degree u get, is only going to let u take the first step easier... the rest is still up to ur capabilities and blah... i believe i got that!! hahahahahaha.. who cares so much now... *ENJOY WHILE I CAN!!!*

zx tot me a way to study just now..... i think i'm going to be a real nerd man... haha. but wad can i do? i think the only way for me to succeed is to use his way le... i am just too slow in my brain processing la..... i really swear i had studied really very hard this sem.. but guess.. i really din use the right way... or..... i just din have enuf time to do it my way... heh.

zx is the 2nd guy that will tell me i am nt dumb or wad shio..... haha. everyone just accept wad i say and nv ask me not to do that except for my ah near and him... heh. thou he's wierd.. but still thanks alot for making me feel better........... cos i din get a chance to talk to anyone yet... ah near dun even have the time to reply one of my msg.. my mama tell me my results pretty bad.... so wellls.......

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this blog is funny shio.... the writer is wrote 2 shortstories shio.. got published de leh... so lihai~ haha. his language is so good.. i hope i have it too~ too bad, i dun.. heeee..

oh yea~ i missed my kickboxing la!!! sobs.. cos the opening of my fixed deposit acct took tooooooooo looooooong~ then end up i enter amore, the lesson is halfway thru... so, i have no choice but to unwilling go to the gym.......... refused to run so i din the crosstrainer.... heh. i trying to drip sweat on the machine shio... haha. but most drop on places ppl cant see!!! wooot~~ act it wasnt that tiring.. more of muscle endurance training.... and plus ytd pilates, i'm now aching ALL OVER!!! god.... and i was looking at my reflection in the mirror.. jialat.. i think my calves is building muscles!!! CANNNNOOOOOT!!! it'll turn very ugly de.. and if i dun exercise regularly.. that's it man!!!!!!!!!!!!

1mth down... i hope time dun fly so easily...... i dun wan hols to be over!!! hols over means my bday coming.. my bday coming means ah dear flying off soon.. ah dear fly off soon means i'll be love sick again.. i'll be love sick again means JIALAT NIAO!!!!!!!! =( =( bad news bad news everywhere.. this yr wun be celebrating my bday with ah near le.. no more surprise of him appearing suddenly after my lesson with a cake he baked specially for me or wad le... stupid saf.......... (i am lousy shio.. one min say nvm la.. go ocs lo! i can manage! next min... curse saf~)

act i only wanted to blog that i'm sad.. dunno why blog until here leh.... and oh ya.. sobs! i dunno wad to put down for my powerpoint.. ok.. i'm a lousy teacher afterallllllllll...........

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sobs.. ah near booking out late tmr niao~ so i shall hug lotus to see my results tmr.. cos she's my little lucky star.... haha

and his new bunk mates are asking him again whether he got 3 gf after he put our photos up.. did i really change that much?? heh. if i give him our newest photo to put, wld i become his 4th girl???? haha. then i'll be really be changing too much in such a short time le ba????? hahaha

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Thursday, June 07, 2007

i'm currently very ga jiong.... cos tmr results going to be out and i'm damn damn damn damn damn super super super super duper duper duper duper scare!! homs... i really think i'll really nt do well, to a point i think i'll fail 2 subjects la..... that stupid psycho and the stupid i forgot wad.. wooot! but i noe i'm super no confidence la.................................. AHHHH!! then i came up with a plan tmr le.. cos i su la... so i'm going to bring my laptop to find ah dear when he come out of camp tmr.. then we shall find one mac and see check tog... no choice la... this sem was worse than the last and the last was really bad la.................. sobs..................... oh my mamamama~~ later i no mood do kickboxing ma.. haha. *excuse*

wahahahaha~ today i decided to weigh myself at amore~ heh. finalllly!! another kg down~ means 2kg since the hols end... act only 1kg la.. but consider la....... hahahaha.. 3 more to go............ god!! shed one kg nid super looooooong time leh.......... my god... wan my life lidat.. act i din do much la... haha. just exercise and exercise... 1 week nv go lo..... then today went pilates.. my tummmmmmmmmmyyyyyyyy..... i've decided i must go pilates as much as possible.. cos nv go any aerobics i can still do it myself by going to gym.. but i'll nv do crunches myself de.... haha.

today deardear went back camp again... so fast 1 week went by again leh... sobs.... then ytd ah dear made me super guilty by letting me see the little notebook he've been writing for me since apr and say going to gimme that book when he ord.. heh. oh my god... i've got such a super sweet ah dear la... almost every entry is scare i something and blah la... got a few entries i act almost cried shio.. cos i very touched la... then made me wonder have i really been a good darling all the way (thou i kip saying i am.. woooot!!)... and oso basically i'm someone who lk to read la and wan ppl to tell me things directly la... heh. so read his little diary ar... SHIOK AR! hahahaha.. *beams*

and got 1 entry is talking abt his poor fren.... for that, i really have to agree, he've integrated into my life toooooo.... heh. *dun wan to think further* heh...

i'm really feeling super tired and i dunno why.. think cos these few days been waking up pretty early..... then today i think my throat going to give way le... haha. too much tuition la.. lessons packed tog cos they change and i change la.. lucky shahidah fall sick and cancel today's lesson... cos my throat cant tk more talking non stop!! u try imagine today i wake up early to go help my aunt tuition my cousin (for free.. i'm sooo good right? haha) for 1hr plus then go up to lydia and andrew (yeap.. they live just 6 floors apart... haha) for 3 hrs straight... heh. but then, the good thing is that, they are all very good and clever kids la.. dun nid me to puke blood.. so i really enjoy teaching them... haha. yeap.. all 4 of them are my best students so far.. haha. and lydia's mama is really very very warm shio.. lk her.,, =) =) and she pays me 500bucks... for 16 lessons la.. but that for 2 clever and has good and solid foundation kids, i think i'm in luck le.... haha

and i really think i'm really becoming a seasoned tuition teacher le la... hahaha.. today went to choose assessment books again.. i had nv choose books sooo thoroughly lidat before shio.. haha. =)

see some lotus photos again ba.. since this has turned into her fan club base.... hahaha

this is the sexy little lotus~~ hahaha.. wooohooo... her back.. sexy! haha


she's trying to act cute to me that this point of time.. but too bad, i din tk nice nice eyes.. haha



look at sexy baby.... hahahaha...



she's enjoying herself on her rocking chair la....... watching her vcd... i watch until i kip going "NI NI, WHERE ARE YOU~~???" cos the show goes "LOWEY, WHERE ARE YOU?????" hahaha. act the vcds quite cute leh.. heeee.. i'm 8 yr old rmb? wooot!



side view oso sexy right? she got not much flabby arms... (but anyhow pinch oso can get some ba la.. wooot!)

this is the super ugly yet cute lao da.. she's wearing my papa's pants la......... LUFF UNTIL I DROP DEAD LA! saw this cutie pie the moment i came back from tuition.... haha











my lao da very cute hor?? and ya.. she really got the lao da de fong fan la... rough little girl... heh.

later going to make my power point for my tuition.... i am nt going to admit defeat that easily!!! i believe using a laptop which they dun always see can spice up their learning experience!! i dun believe i am nt going to mk them learn! hrmph! althou i kip complaining abt ericia and alfred, i have to admit they are really good kids sometimes la... which kids dun lk to play ma right? ericia let me scold until she scare i'll scold her for nt finishing learnin the spelling and then made one sorry card with lotsa grammar and spelling mistakes for me.. haha. which really made me smile la.. and oso reminded me to be gentler cos they are still kids! haha. so i shall put in my effort toooooo~~

and one thing made me really proud is i realised i got some students same yr de (say until i got alot of students lidat.. act no la..).. so everytime can mk lk i'm so lihai lidat.. act is cos i just went thru that not long ago la.... hahahaha.. woooooot!! and i really realised maths is still my main main main strength.. it's just diff when i teach other subjects, esp CHINESE! i duno how to teach!! god.....

i'm going to open my stand chart acct!! lidat i'll be far far away from my money and so i am nt going to spend them... i am going to make sure inside got $2500 before my sch reopen and yet have the money still in the posb and uob acct.... heh! so i shall let ah dear control me even thou i'm really itchy!!! hahaha

rebond? perm + dye? dye? fri coming soon and i haven decide.. but my mama decide for me.. soft rebonding... haha. the other 2 very damaging... and dye must always redye cos the hair will grow out and will be very ugly if i dun do that.. perm must dye then nice.. if nt will be auntie as that jeft said.. quite true....... so rebond is the best right??? esp cos i see straight hair mei nu today! wooooot!! but then i enjoy tieing my hair nowadays leh.... AAAAAAAARRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHHH!! fine.. i shall ask jeft to decide for me.. haha. but i shall nt perm my hair..... wan perm oso going to do it ard oct lk my mama said.. cos got wedding to go... haha. =) =)

so i'm tempted to change my phone! but i just bought 3 mths package from amore leh.. hee.. before the gst rise.. i'm SO KIASU RIGHT?! just to save that few bucks! heh. from now must reframe myself from using nets le.... SIGN THE CARD GIRL! if nt pay more...

why am i sooooo lo suo???? i always have very looooooong entries leh!! haha. dun u guys get tired by reading???? somemore it's craps! still wanna read my boring blog? hahahaha

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Monday, June 04, 2007

kinda bored now.. dunno wad to do now shio... just now finished monopoly with ah near.. then he fell aslp on my bed.. so i shall blog~ woooot!!! dunno wad to do with him at home le sio.. cos stay at hm normally is cos i wanna study leh... haha. and i oso dun feel lk watchin any shows.. sooo yeap! hahahaha....

these are just some of the photos we took with lotus just now... and erm... wells... she's CUTE! haha. just go her photoblog see more photos can le.. haha. i believe it wld have finished uploading by then.. and ar! cos one entry can only upload 20 photos... so ar.. must go see many days de orh~ my sentosa photos oso leh.. hahaha.. it is from 2june to 6 june i think... hahaha.. =) =) =) but i still wanna use photoblog cos can blog easily... haha







she is soooooooooooo cute right???? haha

yeap.. made cupcakes on sat night.. halfway went to watch POTC la.. wooot! newae, the show's nice leh.... thou that boat sink until very stupidly, but i still love the show leh.. but why izit that most ppl say nt nice leh???? in fact, i din really hear much good critics leh... haha. nvm. i enjoyed myself can le.. and i stayed on... meaning i watched finish the credits... haha. and see the last scene where the starting that little boy appear again!! he's will turner's son!! so i dunno how to link the start and end le... hahahaha.. lucky i dun have to wait 10yrs just to see my ah near... hahaha...

back to my cupcakes.. i think the first batch din really taste very nice cos i overspill the flour and stuffs then din add more baking powder in.. so it din POP out big.. hahaha.. but everyone say very nice leh.. so i shall believe it's nice lo! hahaha.. but the 2nd batch really very nice thou.. hee.. and i made more designs oso... cos i finished bathing le ma.. so sit there and slowly make.. TILL 3am la..... ok.. almost 3am.. hahahaha.. next day still wake up at 7plus to continue to make my rice balls and sandwiches before rushing for tuition.. i'm reallllly very very very tired!!!!!! god~









so does it loooks yummmy?? hahahaha

then it's time for sentosa!! =) =) din post alot of photos la... cos we took too much.. hahah. and most is just me and ah near.. dun think u guys are interested ba?? hahahaha..



yeap~~ kelly had lotsa fun playing with the sand shio.. koped lotus's toys there.. haha. now she cant play with it le.. cos still very dirty.. nvm,. next time she grow bigger then bring her to beach to play send.. haha. cant see tat my kelly is formed from the planes mould ba?? haha. and some stupid mal*ys.. god.. they just step on them, run over them, spoil my work without saying sorrrrry!!! HOW RUDE CAN THEY BE?!! irritating!! right in front of me somemore! hrmph!! newae, i'm building an airport leh... haha. and ah dear spell my airport wrongly somemore la!! so sillly.. haha



this is all i brought along leh.. the rest still at home.. i dun think we can eat that much ar.. and guess wad? we really din eat that much... hahaha. but still managed to finish it la... haha. in 2 attempts... heeee..



forgot to take them before we eat until left one... haha. this time i put too much water.. but then, got sticky is still better than not sticky!! haha



hweeling say my ball small.. so i shall tk a photo photo to compare with my head.. haha. it's not smalll!! hahahhaha.. din play much with the ball cos we spend most of the time chasing the ball cos it's too light then the wind kip blowing it la... hahaha












sentosa very beautiful leh.... i din realised it last time leh.... hahaha. maybe more development le ba... heh. =) and i fell aslp under the nice sky, hear the waves, on ah near bellly while the sun sets slowly... haha. shiok shio~~ somemore the sand very soft... and the wind very gentle too~ haha









went vivo for dinner again.. wanted to go central but lazy la... and ah near very evil leh.. everytime i wanna treat dinner always dun let us go those more ex restaurants....... homs!! i oso wan treat nice foooood ma.....







the appetizer... NOT NICE! baby optopus too salty, calamari burnt, chicken wings skin too much flour.. haha



my sambal fish.. nt bad la..... yums~ but the rice too hard.. and so spicy.. haha. but overall i still lk la..



ah near's dunno wad chicken chop.. wells.. it's nice.. the whipped potato warmer will be nicer thou.. haha.. still dun really recommend this place la.. haha. it's all hot or something lidat la.... haha. the worst is they dun serve ice water.. wooot!





kangarooo kena spotlight~ haha



is the sunglass nice????? haha. i dunno got wad occasion to wear sunglass leh... so i din buy.. wooot~



niceeee car right????? anyone wanna buy for me????

heh.. made chicken chop on sat.... ok only la...... but ah near say nice leh.. ok only leh... haha





does it look nice to u???? hahaha

haha. kop these 2 photos from hweeling~ took it at cafe del ma too~




went by st james power station twice le leh.... so tempting.. i feel lk going in leh.. hahahaha.. =p

i better go before ah near decided to nag at me.... homs.. IT'S DINNER TIME!! later going to paint my K finally.... it's at my home for lk almost one yr le ba.. haha

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