Thursday, October 06, 2005

history has been repeating itself again and again this week leh.... hahaha.. i cant study in the afternoon then in the end will start only ard 8 to 9 and only slp at ard 1 plus or 2 plus.. hehs.. ytd slept at 3 plus.. well.. act is more cos of gh who kindly called to hong me to slp and mk me more awake by making me luff lk dunno wad last night.. haha.. but i still manage to wake up la.. in the end, me and xy telepathyly decided to pon and hweeling joined in as well.. haha... no more zhong hua yin xiong for me le!!! finally i decided to end the agony now instead of watching one disc everyday.. geeee.. ok! but i'm still guilty now.... only manage to finish my bio cos i only started at ard 8.. oops... and my hands itchy come and blog when i told i came online for gp??? oops...

i've been a good girl by reading newspaper and learning new vocabs everyday le leh.. reading the papers n my nap can usually take up my whole afternoon le leh... hehs.. i've decided it's time for barons to come to my rescue le.. this is call a desperate attempt to salvage my gp.............. thou i pon mock exams today.. haha.. nvm la.. i can do the paper myself again.........

hold the hands and nv let it goooooo........... gimme ur shoulders and let me kuuuu chiiiii uuuu.... i wanna slp now!!!!! i wan big daddy!!!!!!! now i dun dare hug any babies to slp cos i scare i'll dirty all of them lk how i dirtied chicken.. hehs.. but i nv kick chicken down the bed anymore!!!!!!! yea yea yea yea...... ytd chicken is unhappy cos i nv give him my xiao bao bao... haha.. i tot he ran away from home.. *act is i cant find him in the dark* xiao bao bao still smells very niceeeeee...

oh shucks!! why am i crapping now?? okok.. time for business before i'm attracted by the show mama is watching now.. now i noe the bad thing of her at home when i'm preparing for exams.. she always watch very niceeee shows!!!! and she nv gimme foooood... hahaahahah...

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Monday, October 03, 2005

i knew it.. whenever i start fretting for exams and getting stress up, my mood swings will come back easily one... and i'm really get all the bad scares..... grrr... and i'll start getting sick.... been having gastric attacks for the past 2 days.. and now i am eating lk i can nv get full wierd...

i must believe that i can do it!!! i cannot give myself any extra stress... i face troubles, ppl ard me will start getting bombed tooo... for everyone's sake... jiayou!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

believe in myself!! go and eat yan yan now!!! hee...

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Sunday, October 02, 2005

maybe it's all fated... the comp chose not to post the entry.. i give up.... i really dunno wad to do anymore.. do wad i deem fit? nothing deems fit anymore... my world came tumbling down when i started the shivers, the tears, the chants, and hid in the corner once again.. no one rescued me.. everyone turned against me..

dun ask me wad happened... i dun wanna lose control in front of anyone of u... cos i always hurt him when i chose to let evilness take over me......... i lost control all over again... ALL OVER AGAIN!!! i am not going to let history repeat itself.. i dun wan to see all the scary things all over again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GOOO AWAY!!!!!!!!!! please go away!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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