Saturday, July 09, 2005

wahahaha... ytd went to celebrate mel's bdae which was supposedly on 1july.. hehs.. so sad tht danny and weng nv turn up.. but ya, the plan din go as we tot it'll be soooooo, there's no DANNY!! *sobs* so looooooooooong nv see him le.. feels sooo happy seeing everyone again.. haha.. tried to take photos but only took a few.. that's sad.. hehs.. but nvm.. geee..

zx looks short.. haha.. but he is taller than gh!! OMG.. stop saying u are humble ok.. hehs.. cos u are not by saying this.. reminds me of BHB.. stop the big handsome boy silliness baby!! haha..

the volcano ramen is sooooo funny.. make the 3 of them eat until they cant talk.. then in the end, we all lk nv talk lidat.. haha.. 4 chilies leh... u all really look down on their chilli... woot... still wan me try one spoon.. must be crazy.. i had a gastric attack b4 meeting u all lo.. see i'm soooo good, still wan to go and meet u all when gh wan me to go home and rest.. haha..

we shld have took a photo of yanxin's volcano shio... haha

alrights... time to study hard now.... seeing gh's motivation, i must work hard with him too.. so that i wun distract him!! stomache again.. i'm jealous of boon.. cos she can diarrhoea.. but i constipation.. making my stomach feeling really terrible since ytd afternoon.. haha

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Thursday, July 07, 2005

i've nv did soooo badly for the exams b4.. hehs.. triple o.. hehs.. i dunno whether it's encouraging for me anymore.. kinda demoralised unlike the usual times when i'll be motivated.. dunno wad happen to me today.. the whole day except when i am occupied, my heart feels really very heavy.. since early in the morning.. maybe cos very tired oso ba.. dunno.. but the results is woooow... hehs.. hope this wun repeat anymore.. dunno y everyone did so badly too leh.. i feel the papers arent diff, but hehs, everyone cant do.. haha..

felt much better after a 2hrs nap.. really feel very aimless.. dunno wad to do.. but no worries, i'll work hard.. i dun wan to dui bu qi wo zi ji.. i just dun lk getting bad results.. even thou i may really choose SHATEC afterall.. ren yin mo xiang er wei da... having a dream is really making a life more worthwhile than none shio.. haha.. really very tired now.. maybe taking a rest off everything for awhile will do me good.. before the real battle really starts..

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Wednesday, July 06, 2005

where do i study hospitality and tourism management ma???? seems that singapore dun have leh.. haiyo......... i finally decided wad i really wan to be le... haha.. rmb meng say i meh zhi qi before when i told him i only wanna be a concierge.. but, i really dun lk office work.. and i lk working with ppl and the service blood runs in me la.. i wan to be in the industry where i can serve ppl.. heng mei zhi qi ba? a concierge can promote to be the guest services manager and director of services hor..... haha.. but that's beside the point.. the main point is where must i go to get tht degree? the basic requirement is only diploma in hotel management la.. but, i dun think i am willing to just get a diploma..

the only way out if i dun wanna go overseas will be SHATEC lo.. i think i'll choose this way ba.. start off with studying for hotel management diploma then advance to higher diploma then degree.. at least i'll be doing wad i am interested in.. i was looking at business management courses and all the things i once tot it'll bring me to wad i wan, but i realise, it doesnt.. really dun lk them lo.. and the worst is business have finance and accountancy.. yucks.... i'm not going to enter the coperate world.. i doubt i can survive... cos i hate these things... hehs.. and the even worst thing is.... i cant enter the hotel industry with these.... haha..

really feel happier when i noe wad i wan and where i wanna go... hweeling, now i can understand ur feeling le leh.. haha... even thou it's diploma after the yucking a's... wasted 2 years, but, look on the bright side, if i've nv came to ny, i wldnt have met anyone of u all and definitely not dabendan ba.. hehs..

dabendan, whether it's pilot or investment banker, wad matters is that u are really happy with it.. each have it's own difficulties.. dun let ur eyes be covered by the money investment banker can brings.. so wad if it is so much? dunno why but i really feel tat u prefer pilot.. hehs.. got a shock when u act told me abt investment banker.. haha.. but wadever u wan to be in future, i'll support u all the way~!!!! haha..

i din noe it's soooooooo difficult to be a pilot.. haha.. the series of things u have to study and the series of exams u have to pass.. but then if one is really interested, then the interest shld be able to pull them thru wad.. haha..

kelly is happy today.... even thou tml is the beginning of nightmare... haha..

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Monday, July 04, 2005

typed a looooong entry.. but decided to delete everything.. cos i shldnt be doing all these anymore.. not after the route i've chosen... so i shld nv do anything that is making myself walk away from this route.. cos this is wad i've chosen.. no matter how hard it'll be........

happiness lies in my hands.. not in others.......

just turn away things that make me sad then i wun be sad anymore.. running away may not be the best solution, but facing it may not be the best way out either.. the real hero is to be able to face himself..

kelly will be happy~!!! =D

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i really dun lk her.. i dun lk to see her name, her face or wadever.. but why must i always force myself to deny all these feelings? it'll just mk me feel worse.. but, why shld i dun lk her? she's innocent.. but i just help it.. devil is doing her job pretty well i guess...

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