i noe i am wasting time here.. but i must really exclaim.. I AM UTTERLY CHUI!!! haiz..... i shldnt bring down so hard on myself man.. it's just week 3! god damn it.. hehs..

weekend went away just lidat cos of my bday party.. busy with the preparations with everyone.. hehs. thanks for everyone tat made it a special day for me.. esp my mama and papa and ah dear.... haha.

due to blogger only let me upload 5 photos, i'll just choose 5.. LOL!! out of so many... hehs. next time i free then upload the rest.. hehs. i'm just trying to chill out somehow now.. hehs

look at the spread papa and mama cook.. yummy..... =)

my fav is still my cake.. hehs. and everyone says it's very very yummy.. and all the kids are so amazed with the cake too.. me and ah dear were so proud of ourselves.. haha. =) it's my lunar bday so it's 21st.. and act we got the 20 de candle lo.. then everyone say CANNNNOOOOTTTT!! then in the end, my candles was nt that diao anymore.. SAD! haha

another sad thing is that everyone whooped up my cake in moments!!!!! i tot i'll have it for breakfast.. shld have ordered 3kg man...... LOL!!

so many kids right???!! that's why i nid so many goody bags.. LOL!! my cousins and neighbours la.. haha

kena fm yx they all shio.. cos i tried to bend.. haha!! i noe ah dear is tall can??!! lol... but i think i look so fat here.. haha. but still..... i'm taking a photo with my fav ah ni!! so fine!! haha

recieved 1 necklace from risis from my cousin, 1 from sk from ah yen jie jie, one wool dress from my kailing, my kor's gf, one box of chocolates fm my neighbour, one pig from my uncle and LOTSA HONGBAOS!!! of cos.. the cake is from ah dear~ haha. upload the rest next time.. haha.

ah!! i din realised i din upload my family photo!! LOL!! and this yr.. my mama mk sure lotus is in the photos.. hehs..

next weekend i'm gonna mk sure i'll stick with ah dear all day loooong.. lol! it's time to celebrate my 20th bday (after my 21st.. LOL!!)... i cant believe time passes sooooooo quickly....... AHHHHH!!! i dun wan!! this yr.. all cos of the tw trip and saf.. i've asked for a very big present from ah dear.. lol! it's so big that we dunno where to buy.. hahahaha.. i think many of u wld have noe it le ba.. hehs.. i just wan a big bear bear from him... to replace him when he's nt ard.... that's the only thing i can think of to mk myself feel better...... and cos all the plans are pushed forward, he no longer have time for the surprises he wanted to give me.. but i dun care..... i just wanna spend as much time as possible with him.. i dun care if i cant catch up with my sch work anymore.. i have so many weekends without him... i'll catch up eventuallllyyyyyy...

it's 0140 le... i dun feel so stress after thinking of happier things.. i really think dementors are ard me.. i just created a patronus.. LOL!! i shall go and do some more things before i officially declare myself brain dead for today..................................

tata for now....

i hate this.. but i'm missing ah dear already............. hehs.