Sunday, July 22, 2007

hmm.. today was thinking abt my bleak future when i was on the bus.. well.. how to strike rich in life sci? it really feel very bleak to me.. and ar.. it's kinda sad that i cant seem to find the right way to study... put in so much effort oso... then i'm thinking of going to find valerie lim to work in her lab for free.. but! i dunno how to approach her... heh. i wan all sorts of experience i nid... i've been reading those articles very diligently so that i'm nt behind the advancing sci world.. and i'm really hooked on life sci.. i think i've chose the right course afterall.. heh. after reading for so long, i really cant wait to do something for the society tooo!! but i really cant understand all the journals yet.. IT IS TOOOO CHIM!!! LOL! i'm going to read up some clinicals next.. provided i unhook myself from my psp.. LOL! ah dear got me so many games!! hahaha! =)

had black pepper chicken chop on sat.. yums.. some taste is missing somehow.. either marinate nt long enuf, or the stuffs nv put enuf.. haha. cos i only emptied mama's stuffs.. i think it's nt enuf but i nv go find out where all the refills are.. lol! it's supposed to be i cook.. but cos ah near see i ah here ah there.. end up he cook the chicken for me.. LOL!

oh no!! i cant wait for my bday to come! haha. it's the best time of the yr again.. haha. ah near is making me super itchy shio... haha. lol.. and he let out one of his plans while asking me to choose btw 2 things.. LOL! but good that he did it.. so he wun throw a bday party for me.. haha. that nid alot of money leh.. and i'm going to have one before my actual bday oso... my korkor wanted to sponsor (or did i just hear ask me go?) to sentosa on my bday de.. cos got one pub having a bbq offer right on my bday~ LOL!! but then.. it's a wed night... who wld wanna spend it there with me.. haha. mama and ah near gimme permission to prepare goody bags for my party~ LOL!! yea!! goin to shop for all the stuffs right before sch reopen.. haha. i am so excited..

i cant wait to see the cake ah near going to get for me on my bday party tooOOooo~~~

i wonder wad's my darlingsss reaction when they receive my card.. lol! i practically photocopied lidat shio... hahaha. i'm kinda sad that i still got invitation cards leftover.. it's ah pooh de leh!! haha. cos i nv invite alot of frens over.. welllll... it's contridicting to invite my diff grps of frens.. and my house nt big.. and so many relatives coming.. maybe neighbours too~ somemore it's nt my 21st bday.. it's just my lunar 21st.. LOL! mama say next yr then i'll org it.. which means it'll be OUTSIDE! haha. and can accomodate more ppl... haha. it's just the 4 of us stuck tog again~~~ heee.. last yr they din come.. this yr they better!! i purposely send 1mth in advance de.. haha.

and i found my new bag and new pencil box~ haha. going to get before sch reopen so i wun use it before that... haha.. and i've got my new files.. i wan a new start.. a new beginning... and a more harkworking me!!

sum it up... i've been really excited all these while.. excited abt every single thing.. LOL! there's really too much things to look forward tooooooo!! but sad to say.. i've got a lousy nightmare last night... sobs sobs... i dreamt papa got heart attack and leave us... then i only rmb i kip crying and kip crying and my heart ache lk mad... and if i nv go and find ah near i would be at home with him and he could be saved de... haiz... lucky it's just a dream.... must be cos i watched too much healing hearts la..... i'm really hooked on the show la.. i chiong 16episodes ytd la.. haha. hk serials is just the best!!!!!!!!!!!

tata for now~

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