Thursday, June 07, 2007

i'm currently very ga jiong.... cos tmr results going to be out and i'm damn damn damn damn damn super super super super duper duper duper duper scare!! homs... i really think i'll really nt do well, to a point i think i'll fail 2 subjects la..... that stupid psycho and the stupid i forgot wad.. wooot! but i noe i'm super no confidence la.................................. AHHHH!! then i came up with a plan tmr le.. cos i su la... so i'm going to bring my laptop to find ah dear when he come out of camp tmr.. then we shall find one mac and see check tog... no choice la... this sem was worse than the last and the last was really bad la.................. sobs..................... oh my mamamama~~ later i no mood do kickboxing ma.. haha. *excuse*

wahahahaha~ today i decided to weigh myself at amore~ heh. finalllly!! another kg down~ means 2kg since the hols end... act only 1kg la.. but consider la....... hahahaha.. 3 more to go............ god!! shed one kg nid super looooooong time leh.......... my god... wan my life lidat.. act i din do much la... haha. just exercise and exercise... 1 week nv go lo..... then today went pilates.. my tummmmmmmmmmyyyyyyyy..... i've decided i must go pilates as much as possible.. cos nv go any aerobics i can still do it myself by going to gym.. but i'll nv do crunches myself de.... haha.

today deardear went back camp again... so fast 1 week went by again leh... sobs.... then ytd ah dear made me super guilty by letting me see the little notebook he've been writing for me since apr and say going to gimme that book when he ord.. heh. oh my god... i've got such a super sweet ah dear la... almost every entry is scare i something and blah la... got a few entries i act almost cried shio.. cos i very touched la... then made me wonder have i really been a good darling all the way (thou i kip saying i am.. woooot!!)... and oso basically i'm someone who lk to read la and wan ppl to tell me things directly la... heh. so read his little diary ar... SHIOK AR! hahahaha.. *beams*

and got 1 entry is talking abt his poor fren.... for that, i really have to agree, he've integrated into my life toooooo.... heh. *dun wan to think further* heh...

i'm really feeling super tired and i dunno why.. think cos these few days been waking up pretty early..... then today i think my throat going to give way le... haha. too much tuition la.. lessons packed tog cos they change and i change la.. lucky shahidah fall sick and cancel today's lesson... cos my throat cant tk more talking non stop!! u try imagine today i wake up early to go help my aunt tuition my cousin (for free.. i'm sooo good right? haha) for 1hr plus then go up to lydia and andrew (yeap.. they live just 6 floors apart... haha) for 3 hrs straight... heh. but then, the good thing is that, they are all very good and clever kids la.. dun nid me to puke blood.. so i really enjoy teaching them... haha. yeap.. all 4 of them are my best students so far.. haha. and lydia's mama is really very very warm shio.. lk her.,, =) =) and she pays me 500bucks... for 16 lessons la.. but that for 2 clever and has good and solid foundation kids, i think i'm in luck le.... haha

and i really think i'm really becoming a seasoned tuition teacher le la... hahaha.. today went to choose assessment books again.. i had nv choose books sooo thoroughly lidat before shio.. haha. =)

see some lotus photos again ba.. since this has turned into her fan club base.... hahaha

this is the sexy little lotus~~ hahaha.. wooohooo... her back.. sexy! haha


she's trying to act cute to me that this point of time.. but too bad, i din tk nice nice eyes.. haha



look at sexy baby.... hahahaha...



she's enjoying herself on her rocking chair la....... watching her vcd... i watch until i kip going "NI NI, WHERE ARE YOU~~???" cos the show goes "LOWEY, WHERE ARE YOU?????" hahaha. act the vcds quite cute leh.. heeee.. i'm 8 yr old rmb? wooot!



side view oso sexy right? she got not much flabby arms... (but anyhow pinch oso can get some ba la.. wooot!)

this is the super ugly yet cute lao da.. she's wearing my papa's pants la......... LUFF UNTIL I DROP DEAD LA! saw this cutie pie the moment i came back from tuition.... haha











my lao da very cute hor?? and ya.. she really got the lao da de fong fan la... rough little girl... heh.

later going to make my power point for my tuition.... i am nt going to admit defeat that easily!!! i believe using a laptop which they dun always see can spice up their learning experience!! i dun believe i am nt going to mk them learn! hrmph! althou i kip complaining abt ericia and alfred, i have to admit they are really good kids sometimes la... which kids dun lk to play ma right? ericia let me scold until she scare i'll scold her for nt finishing learnin the spelling and then made one sorry card with lotsa grammar and spelling mistakes for me.. haha. which really made me smile la.. and oso reminded me to be gentler cos they are still kids! haha. so i shall put in my effort toooooo~~

and one thing made me really proud is i realised i got some students same yr de (say until i got alot of students lidat.. act no la..).. so everytime can mk lk i'm so lihai lidat.. act is cos i just went thru that not long ago la.... hahahaha.. woooooot!! and i really realised maths is still my main main main strength.. it's just diff when i teach other subjects, esp CHINESE! i duno how to teach!! god.....

i'm going to open my stand chart acct!! lidat i'll be far far away from my money and so i am nt going to spend them... i am going to make sure inside got $2500 before my sch reopen and yet have the money still in the posb and uob acct.... heh! so i shall let ah dear control me even thou i'm really itchy!!! hahaha

rebond? perm + dye? dye? fri coming soon and i haven decide.. but my mama decide for me.. soft rebonding... haha. the other 2 very damaging... and dye must always redye cos the hair will grow out and will be very ugly if i dun do that.. perm must dye then nice.. if nt will be auntie as that jeft said.. quite true....... so rebond is the best right??? esp cos i see straight hair mei nu today! wooooot!! but then i enjoy tieing my hair nowadays leh.... AAAAAAAARRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHHH!! fine.. i shall ask jeft to decide for me.. haha. but i shall nt perm my hair..... wan perm oso going to do it ard oct lk my mama said.. cos got wedding to go... haha. =) =)

so i'm tempted to change my phone! but i just bought 3 mths package from amore leh.. hee.. before the gst rise.. i'm SO KIASU RIGHT?! just to save that few bucks! heh. from now must reframe myself from using nets le.... SIGN THE CARD GIRL! if nt pay more...

why am i sooooo lo suo???? i always have very looooooong entries leh!! haha. dun u guys get tired by reading???? somemore it's craps! still wanna read my boring blog? hahahaha

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