hehs~ i forgot wad i wanna say the moment i sign in leh.... hahahahaha~ i really think my brain is misconnected sometimes.. esp with my mouth.. that time went shopping with crystal and i act "eee" to the salesman on that bag.. but i really.. i swear i reallly reallly reallly realllllly cant register in my brain that i act eee.. but i think i heard someone eee and the salesman looks kinda shocked.. and i think i just ask crystal was it her that eee.. haha. turns out it was MEEEE!!!! oh my god~~~ hahahahahahaha...

having cramps now.. sobs......... no wonder my temper is extremely short nowadays.. not that i act threw any temper la.. but patience n tolerance level is super loooooooooooooow... haha. i think my hormones are always working overtime leh.. why are my glands secreting so much hormones? hey glands~ really dun nid so much leh!! hahahaha..

my bro wanna sponsor my parents to go overseas.. and guess wad.. i think i wanna psycho them dun go cos they wanna pull me along.. i wanna go is one thing.. i have lotsa money is another thing leh.. (the prob is i dun have lotsa money la.... haha) my poor money will sure go back to 3 digits if i were to go de.. and u really think i wun wan to shop till i drop dead?? haha. and being a gooood daughter, i think i'll die if i dun pay for the rest lidat... hahahaha.. SO U SEEE~ it's nt wise to bring them overseas now~~ haha. i believe i'll get all my pay next week le ba??? that pathetic 300plus cos 2 tuitions is first mth only... so say bye to my 50% commission~~~~ can bring my acct above 2000 le ba???? when i see the numbers getting further and further from 2000, i dun dare to spend lk wad i did when hols just started le... haha. and in fact, i dun have any mood to do any shopping anymore... i must be mad.. must be cos of pms too~ haha. well.. act nt really no mood hor? cos i'm still tempted to buy things just that i can control myself.. cos the moment i pick up something, i'll rmb ah dear's u-sure-u-wanna-buy or are-u-going-to-use-it that kinda face.... haha. then i'll put it back... haha.

oh no... even mama oso saying why ah dear so stupid go and tell the oc he dun wan go ocs... even mel oso say it's my fault.. oh no~~~~ haha. i swear i wasnt the one that ask him nt to go de!! really!!!!! i really kip psychoing him to go de leh~~ haha. but welllllsssss.... it's alot less money, but at least we can spend more time tog right?? oOops~ heeee.. am i a tripping stone in his life? no right?? haha. i'm such an adorable, good, girlfriend.. ok.. adorable is i add in de~ haha. (weng got say i'm a very good gf de ok!! so i am so proud of myself~~ haha.)

ytd i was watching the nan ren huai huai why.. haha. WAH! all the things they say maciam sooooo accurate lidat!! haha. and guess wad? girls left brain is more developed than the guys (so guys have bigger head) haha. then hor, left brain dunno which section is more for emotional de.. that's why ar, girls tend to rmb dates la, wan romance all these la, more than guys.. haha. and according to the biologist, the day that girls lose virginity most easily is when the moon is full~~~ hahahaha.. cos of hormonal changes lk when ur fren period hor, ur hormones secretion will change too (i dunno why, so i'm determine to read this up later...), resulting in ur period coming earlier... haha. so, dun drink too much on full moon days!!! haha. i think the show really very interesting leh.. cos i find them toooooo true~~ haha.

i dunno wad came over me but, i really think, money is nt that impt afterall~ i noe i nid the money to buy all the things i wanna buy and sometimes to cure me sometimes, but then ar, it's more impt to have fun~~ haha. tat's why i decided nt to find any more tuitions and just survive with that little amt of pay so that i can have fun during my hols~~ maybe this is wad happen when i study too hard~~ haha. and ar, after i grad, i'm nt going to get away from the word "WORK".. so really must enjoy while i can right???? heeee.... ah ni say de.. earn less then spend less lo... cannot be so materialistic oso wad~~ quite true~ we can still get the same amt of enjoyment, fulfilment and shiokness with lesser money toooooo~~~~~~ haha. THIS IS LIFE~~

and seems that my hols has been just filled trying to learn to be a good erm... i dun wanna admit it, but... housewife? but trust me.. i'll nv be a housewife.. haha. i mean a true, 100% de.. heee.. cos ar, i lk to play to much.. haha. and ar, i really dun do any dirty jobs AT ALL! haha. but this doesnt mean i'm a tai-tai in training tooo~ haha. cos they dun do wad i'm doing now~ so wad am i trying to learn now? house-tai-tai? hahahahaha....

haha. this is the cover page of the art book i'm trying to draw out now.. ok.. it's quite silly and kiddish and nt pro at all.. but then, it's the tot that counts right?? haha. i haven even draw until we get tog, nt to mention colour it la.. but then, at least i made this whole book from scratch (i din mk the papers n rings myself! haha) but i find it very cute leh... haha. scarly, i'll strike rich if i ever publish this book.. bleh!!! i colour finish le then show u all~ haha. wanted to tk the photo of the bag i'm trying to knit as a practise de.. but! it's just a few row, so i shall go and mk more than tk and show u all~~ haha! no worries! my pullover for ah dear's going to be out very sooooon~~ i guess only la.. heeeeeee... (act still far la.. i only learn knitting and purling so far~ ooOps.....)

tata~~~ i wanna show deardear i'm nt san fen zhong re du! so must extend my bag! cos i haven touch it since he saw it that day!!!!!! ooooPS~

later going to bake again~~ wahahahaha~ i'm in love with baking!!!