Monday, April 23, 2007

wahahaha.. it's not even 630 and i'm up and ready to chiong ar..... OK! this is to atone for my sin last night ok.. wahahahaha.. i stopped any productive work since ah dear come.. then ar.. when i start again after ah dear went back, my cramp came back.. wahahaha.. so i went to lie on my stomach and let my fats sqeeuze my stomach lo.. AND! i fell aslp.. almost scared ah dear to death cos... erm.. i din hear the phone ring la...... paiseh ar.. heee.. =p =P =p... woke up before 12 then call ah dear, talk abit, then tried to study.. refused to go back to the table cos still cramp then got 1 white moth flying ard.... WHAT'S THE MEANIN OF THE MOTH?? good luck? bad luck? or is my ah po coming back to root for me? haha.. watever.. i went to slp pretty soon lo.. heee....

so, i woke up at 545 lidat.. then stone abit, so woke up at 6!! finally man.. i haven been able to do it thou i always wanna do it... heh.. cos i study better in the morning ma... haha

sobs.. ytd i took ah dear's hands and i realised, it's been a really looooooooooooooooooong time since i hold that hand and go out walk ard le leh... stupid exams.. if i still dun get any better results, i really dunno all those delay of gratification are worth all my effort le nt..... i changed my study method, my study time, my amount of time spend studying, turned ah dear away, refuse to go to breakfast with mama...... biang eh...... I AM GOING TO GET THEM BACK IN 11 DAYS!!!!

soooo exciting.. i cant wait for ah dear's POP... wahahaha... I AM REALLY THANKFUL HE DIN GET TO OCS!! wooot... selfish, but i really hope he wun be able to transfer course shio.... i cannot tk it le lo.......................... SHLD HAVE ASK HIM GO SAFSA man...... since so many ppl asking him to go.............. NVM!!!!!! WO REN!!!!!!!! bleahs.. ok.... better go.. if nt wake up early for nothing le.. haha

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