Saturday, October 14, 2006

wow... i saw a super huge phuant mei mei when i went cine ytd... and boy, it's dunno how many times my grand-daughter... heh.. think my phuant mei mei is lk erm, 1/3 of her nose? heh.. i was soooo facinated and the salesboy oso became wierd... he kip offering to bring it down for me.. but cannot la... it's too much bigger than my phuant phuant le.... heh.. and she dun look cute when she's older, so i prefer the orignial buaby... heh.. i think it's bigger than my chicken buaby which is already so much bigger than phuant mei mei le.... heh

i'm really very sad now la... hom.... last time just think only.. but now di near really receive the letter le makes the reality really set in.... oh wells.... cant imagine my days without my 精神支柱。。haiz.. wad to do??? singapore govt wants him... heh...

i'm really very stress nowadays leh.... i can find ways to destress myself.. but that's only for that moment.. after i go back, i'll get very irritated again... then i do econs halfway then go into di near's room and start crying.... hom...... =( the moment he hugged me i cried even more jianat i think........ i really cant stand everything le..... and he's always there to support me.. when he really go ns, who'll really drop everything and come sayang me??? =( really dunno whether to send him off not... i really cant stand the feeling of letting go of his hands and walking a direction opp to him.... just thinking of it i wanna cry le la.... hom... =( i think i send my bros off i oso feel pretty sad for no apparent reasons... now it's someone really dear to my heart leh..... =( =( 61 more days to go..... and 61 more days to learn to be stronger.........

things will get better de...... =)

but that did nt happen with my studies... but then, i'm getting more clear headed with the stuffs i've studied for the tests thou.. i reallystudy pretty hard leh.. cos i noe, it's the start of the studying for the final exams.. but really nt enuf time, so, skipped alot of stuffs.... everything's gonna be ok de.....

went kb ytd.. kickboxing and kboxing.. and think these 2 are really a good form of destressing.... one is to release toxin and the other is to release the tension... heh.. but i din manage to sing alot of songs cos only sang for 3 hrs.... but it's the first time i got so freaking high during a kbox session.. i really nv feel so hot before leh.... created so many stupid dances... just that di near refused to join us... heh.. well, he danced the 草蜢 song thou... haha.. and finally our love songs are nt that disastrous anymore.. (did he practise that hard at hm??) haha... but this time round he sang so many of the songs that was meant for me to phuant.... all cos i was too high dancing ard..... =( that phuant so happy la.... HOM!

going genting with di near before he goes ns.. yipeeeee...... =) =) kor's going to drive with his new car... haha.. i cant wait for that......... =) =) =) finally, we are really using a passport to go "overseas" le... haha.. it's no more sentosa!! heeeee....

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