Monday, October 09, 2006

i hate that.. i really hate that... =( =(

newae, just now i really cried super duper hard just nw... gave di near a super big scare... i was still playing with him and luffing and suddenly i just started wimpering and start crying le.. and boy.. the reason was stupid.. once my mind is in a relaxed state, i'll see books and notes flying towards me... i'll see myself studying.. i'll see the sch and everything.. ya great... why did i land myself in such a mess?? 5more weeks to exams le... this feeling sucks..... and furthermore, all the financial burden is really weighing down on me le... i dun feel it that much last time, but now i feel it le.. it's duper heavy.... ah gim dun wan dennis to tuition le, hols coming jacelyn maybe'll stop ba, and the sch is damn slow at giving pay.... moreover, exams coming, so geraldine ask us to end at the end of this mth... wad am i supposed to do??? i'm nt going to tk money from my parents.......... think i shall go to the 2 tuition centers near my house for interview... i'm already an undergrad, i'm sure they'll wan me ba.. well, last time is i dun wan them cos they cant give me alot of class to let me earn as much as modern beauty.. but now, they're just nice... thou the pay is ard 12 to 15 per hr, which is so much less than the 25 per hr i'm getting from tuition, but who really cares so much now......

just now mama called me when they reached hm.. and boy.. i was so duper happy to hear them back.. heh.. i really cant live without my parents la... heh.. esp after i helped mama washed clothes ytd.... NOT BY MACHINE OK! how come they do so much housework but nv complain de leh???? haiyo... wei da the papa mama ar......... haha.. i think i must get a maid when i get married next time... ask me wash one time i wanna die le... heh.. but di near ask me use washing machine.. but i'm influenced by my parents tat it's very wasteful of water and everything la... heh... so i suffered ytd.... then kip all the clothes and dry all the clothes.. god....... but act, the satisfaction is pretty big la.... so welll, perhaps, that's wad mk them go on??

hmm.. next time i hope my hubby can oso help do housework la, wash clothes la, cook la and everything lk my papa.. heh.. the typical good husband....

act di near coming to pei me de.. but scare i cant study with him ard... why do we have soooo much things to talk when we are talking everyday? ok... is why do i have so much things to say? haha.... so i locked all the windows and prevent all the gaga from coming in.. haha.. and my bro oso stayed at hm (that's a feat..)... so while my parents are at malaysia, i was nt disturbed by any gaga... haha

sobz.. lotus coming hm tmr.. i still expecting her to mk me smile today de leh... nvm... she's coming back tmr le ba..... =) =)

that time went celebrate mooncake fest with di near... the kids are so happy with my bubbles lo.. so funny..
http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2100949693
http://www.dropshots.com/hewhew

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