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The Princess
kelly
o5'09"87
2o
lives in a castle

She Loves.
her prince
dad
mum
bro
lotus
buabies
ah bao

She Hates
her fats
her homeworks
her sweat
lazy slaves
timid knights


She wishes
more servants
1000 more pairs of shoes
$10 000 increase of pocket money
that $1 000 000 dress
travel to where she likes
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Wednesday, June 08, 2005


i am scared now.. many things are haunting me at a go.. wad happened ytd and that day at cold storage.. and those incidents in my room.. it's really scary.. thanks for telling me that u've not given up on myself, so i cant give up on myself too.. but i really feel myself giving up as days goes by.. everytime it just get more serious.... and everytime the tears just flow lk nothing.. i really dunno how to take my mind off these things.. cos it just haunt and freak me every now and then...... i cant really conc now.. the more i wanna prove myself wrong, the more i fail... i wanna get out of this once and for good.. but why cant i??

i shldnt have came home last night.. i shldnt have said bye.. but luckily, after crying so much, i manage to get real tired and fell aslp until today.... at least i manage to rest from all the turmoil..

ytd went for interview and realise it's my company.. then went to find papa to have lunch and he treated us.. alot of dumb things happened.. but nothing can lift my mouth anymore.. then went a dreadful place which i dun wan to return to anymore.. it used to bring me happy memories, but i find myself going there whenever i am down now.. and the freaking experience ytd.. i dun wanna return.. then went for movies.. saw hy.. we are lk strangers.. but i dun care.. sent me home.. everything was still very nice.. until i entered the toilet.. i was all alone....... no more dabendan to whisper into my ears and tell me he'll be there no matter wad happened.. no more dabendan to hug me to tell me it's ok.. everything is going to be over soon.. no more dabendan to tell me i cant give up cos he haven give up on me.. no more dabendan to prevent me from doing any stupid and horrible things.. no more dabendan to hug me and tell me to stop thinking of anything cos he's there and show me all the photos.. for that moment.. i was all alone.. i am really scare.. i tot i was alright le.. but i was not.. i was nv alright................................ nv at the point when i realise wad i've been doing...... i dun wanna see the day when i really lose control of myself.... this is more scary than a ghost encounter now.......................... dabendan.. i dunno wad to do anymore..

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