Sunday, June 05, 2005

dear dear ar dear dear... haha.. i'll blog about u now..... haha.. i got alot alot of darlings, but there's only one dear dear aka my dabendan.. hehs.. got coax u le nt??? gee.. dabendan.. quick quick.. fly here.. i wan hug hug.. woot...

today had a loooooooong day.. went kite flying.. super tiring lo.. think it's the wind's problem la.. not that we cant fly the kite.. it went up but came down as well.. haha.. hope weng will love our kite.. cos me yanxin and my HONG GUO HUI made it with our love u noe? thou weng's going to kill gh again as usual la.. haha. the tiramisu oso nice nice.. haha.. then we gave up and went gossiping instead.. hehs. the steamboat is fattening.................................... god.. must go work out le........................ god.. the bowling even worse!! i'm the last again after gh's bro and him.. daytona oso lidat.. that time badminton oso lidat.. i'm sad le la............ went sightseeing.. haha.. quite funny shio.. but i was act half aslp.. my energy's not replenished yet..

the chalet and kite making and kite flying really drain my energy shio... chalet was quite fun oso.. the bungalow super big shio... i really long time nv fall aslp during chalet le lo.. then dunno why this time really cannt tahan le.. slpt ard 5 ba.. hehs. i slpt lk a pig when everyone cant slp well lo.. hahahahha.. and i kick gh off the matress shio.. haha.. is he fat la.. not my fault.. oOps.. i still think i was drunk.. haha.. but i oso dun think i'm that weak leh.. so well, i'm just tired.. haha..

jialat le la.. been having lotsa fun.. nv been studying.. i must buck up le.. HWEELING~!! we gambate tog!!! beat our devils within us tog!! quite sad leh.. really dunno wad my future is in for me.. it's really very bleak suddenly lo.. i think i really must go learn alot of things if i really wanna survive in the hotel industry.. at least a 3rd language lo.. it's quite sad to feel my dreams getting dashed one by one.. thou i say i've gave up, but i really still wanna be a gyne.. deliever little lives into the world.. but i'm really not gamed for the work i've gotta put in.. and the 15 years to be a JUNIOR doctor.. haiz.. life cant be lived as how u wish huh? but we just have to move on.. i really hope to find an aim soon,, this kinda aimless feeling is really very not nice.. and i noe alot alot of ppl are facin the same thing too.. we'll work things out eventually one!! just have to mug hard lo.. wad more can we do now? hehs..

act my chem and maths has been rather strong wad.. why cant i just put more effort in instead of using the effort to moan and groan leh? just do it and get over with it.. 6 more mths only.. 7plus mths has passed so quickly with dear dear le wad.. wad's up with just the stupid 6mths leh? soon..... just work hard baby~!! i noe i can do it!!!!!!!!!! and i must rmb to take every steps with caution.......... kelly can do it!!!

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