Friday, December 17, 2004

i gotta admit.. i'm pretty pissed now.. oh damn it.. it's NOT MY FAULT OK?! come on man.. u're not the only one feeling the disappointment.. kaoz.. i'm already utterly disappointed le, i still gotta face all these from u? damn it.. and may god bless u when u hear this.. it's FULL on new year eve again.. ya.. it's my fault ok? damn it.. and i still even bother to msg u after tat.. wad a bloody, freaking fool i am.. freak shio.. everytime oso lk my fault.. bloody idiot~!! then u'll say that u shldnt have blamed me and watever.. hehs. grow up la.. i'm tired of hearing the same thing repeating itself la.. i noe i spoiled all ur plans.. but must u bring it soooooo hard on me lidat? i'm losing a marche treat, a christmas countdown lo.. have u ever spared a tot for me? i noe how disappointed u are.. but that dun give u a chance to make it sound as if i dun care... that goes the same with beisi i tell u.. u always look down on the amount of care i have for u.. right from the beginning until now.. it's only when we fight then u'll realise it.. but then u'll be back to usual after it.. i've always take ur apology cos i tried putting myself in ur shoes.. but u nv.. if u've ever noticed it.. lucky this kinda things dun happen everyday ever week man.. if not, we're goin to say byebye very soon..

watever la.. gossiping does lit ur day la.. so gossip more.. was gossiping with yanxin, cos i showed her yilin blog.. now they pass it on lidat man.. haha. and i shall sit back, relax and wait for her to bring back more gossips.. wooohooo~!!

watched national treasure ytd.. woooooohoooooooo~!!! NICE!!!! give it a 3.9 billion of treasures over 5 billion.. haha.. it's been a looooooong time since i've last watched a movie lidat shio.. hehs. the last one is the shutters i think.. haha. yipeE~!! this is wad i love about working in the morning shift.. can go out after 4~!!! GEE~!!

been losing the enthuness in fox.. hehs. getting tiring.. and then cos of it, made him rather unhappy.. but wad can i do? walk out of the job just lidat meh? i oso wan to have a break on that day lo.. but it's going to upset the schedule for sure.. i dun wan to end up i can get the break but upset other ppl's plans.. i noe how terrible it is to have ur plans upset after u've planned it nicely.. i noe u noe how terrible it is too right? so please stop giving me the pressure man.. if there's a will, there'll be a way la.. start believing in me can not? why izit everytime i think u cant, but u say u can works out.. but why now i think i can, but u think i cant wun work out as well?

everyone's talking about mr and mrs lim.. now my turn.. dunno why, suddenly feel the respect.. feels that it's even a sin to continue the joke of john being our fren.. but, he's our fren.. boohooo.. how can anyone be so suay wor? haiz... this is the unpredictable life we've got.. u nv noe wad's going to happen the very next min..

so leh, after venting all my frustrations, i'm sorry la... BOOOOOO!!!!!!!

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