Saturday, September 18, 2004

dried my tears and carried on. haha. but really had a good cry ytd. think alot of things been bottling inside me that i had to explode somehow. thanks for cheerin me up yea? heh. try not to scare u as much as possible la. haha. and ar.. ytd was like a daze. everything happened so fast that i dunno wad had happened. u was just asking me to call u when i need someone to talk to then i burst out crying le. alomak! so paiseh! somemore cannot stop lo. haha. quite funny oso. then u oso very dumb to come out with the items that i can hug when i say i think i nida a hug the most at that moment. funny le. i wan ppl to hug me. my doggie and birdie got use meh?? alomak. think is i hug them lo. haha. was pretty touched by u la. haha. then after sorting out my tots, everything's fine again. until u msg me. alomak! set me crying again. oso dunno why. it's like that time with meng and daniel lo. haha. alomak. thinking back, how many times have u encounter this huh? 3? wow. u are lucky man.. and the nicest part of everything is that hugging msg la. really made me laughed in the end. haha. huggies..

it's really nice hiding under the blanket and talking thru the night until the hp goes flat man. haha. and i din noe that. haha. i've not been chatting on the phone for ages until that time someone need some help. after that, the calls stopped for awhile until another one started it man. haha. sho nice.. love talking on the phone.. burnt ur ear ba? hee. must be enjoy talking to me rights? haha. now i become a souce of entertainment le har? haha. hmmm.. oh ya.. ytd was quite fun lo. he kena some kinda blasting from my mum. hahahahaha!!! sooo funny! who tell u call my house at ard 1! twice somemore! sho funny. i was like luffing so hard lo! haha. say wan call then call my hp le. then my papa still ask him some questions. "who are u ar? call so late for wad ar" and blah before opening my door and passing me the phone. din noe talkin on hp is so nice wor. haha. and guess my blasting helps man. must thank me for that. how many times le? 3? 4? dunno la. hahahahaha..

today had a retarded chinese test that is so retarded that i got some difficulty with it. and i was dead tired lo. i think i slept at 2 ba. but meng worse la. slept at 4. then some idiot was kicking my chair lo. pattaya auntie's rumoured bf. haha. oOps. then i dropped my breadman on the ground. and the dumbo picked it up for me. hehs. was kinda wierd lo. haha. and it's the first time i hear him calling me in sch lo. hahahahaha. 2nd time got ppl pick it up for me. must learn to save it man. after that, everything went back to norm as usual. haha. then vina, crystie and me went for my fav bk breakfast! yea.. finally eating with them. haha. freesbie hashbrown yea? heh. sho funny. after that we went to vina's house so that she can take her books. and i kena raped by JR again! alomak! laogong misses me too much. i tot he changed his target to crystie leh. in the end, he still love me as much. my specs was wet by him lo! alomak! and i took 2 wedding photos with him. haha. cheeriOs. put as my wallpaper le. haha.

after that, we set off to the library. haha. we shared our table with 2 kids lo. one damn smart looking, the other damn fierce lo. alomak. like the boy better. haha. after that, change to a new family. haha. the 2 girls quite cute la. then the elder one was like quite friendly. keep spying on us lidat. kpo shio. haha. and guess wad? saw that mentor! oh mans. he's still wearing that mentor shirt. wan see him rap again leh. hee. but he really look cuter that day we met him at the energy's handshake session. woot! the one which tengjie sorta ps me! hahahaha. we cant locate him after he went down mans. sho sad. hehs. after we went kfc to eat my popcorn chicken, cheesefries meal. woot. me and crystie shared one then vina had one herself. why arent she obese? sooo unfair. i must start watching my diet man. think i'm a ball.. hehs. growing fatter everyday lidat. hehs.

oh ya. the dumb library closed so early today for some internal functions. 4 lo. hehs. i wanted to finish all my bio one leh. toO bad la. haha. only 3/4 done. haha. sho early mans. hmm..

shld be nothing more le ba? haha. that's all i did right? haha. it's been a long time since i'm so happy lidat. dunno why. this one is from the bottom of my heart. the past week hasnt been really smooth sailing. still remember first day of the week i was complaining to who le ar? crying really helps sometime man. haha. maybe u're right when u ask me go cry my hearts out and tell me to stop crying like 1hr later? haha. seriously, i was sorta shocked by many things. tot u'll run when someone cries? tot u dun like to talk on the phone? well.. many things are not mine to begin with. i noe it. i'm learning to let things go and not expect too much. i guess, all i need is time ba.. better learn to survive before it really escalate into something which i dun wan to see..

long time nv write such a loong entry lidat. hehs. boohoo~!

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