Thursday, August 19, 2004

heh. today still nv go sch.. well, felt so much better le. thw big swollen area is gone. but then, that hard hard thing still there leh. wad's that anyway. hmm.. dun think sat can go back to the doc le lo. haiz.. got that stupid chinese paper which i dun feel like taking at all. haha. i finally can walk ard without having to limp ard. keke. so funny. the way i sit down and stand up. even sitting on the toilet bowl and wearing my pants oso got prob lo. but now, it's so much better. haha. and then ar, i can bend more than before le. yipee~! but i haven try the stairs yet. haha. as i'm bloggin, the class must be sloggin thru maths ba. haha. still got a few mins to go!! haha. then sch over le! keke.

i'm feeling better not only physically ar, emotionally oso. heh. say until like wad lidat. but seriously, i was kinda hurt by wad he said lo.. but maybe cos i wasn't feeling great ytd oso. maybe interpreted his msg wrongly leh? boooo~! haha. after talking it thru with weng ar, hmm.. well.. no comments about it. i've just got to let go rights? i'm not the only one being suay here.. he's oso kinda suay to meet me ba.. muahaha~! i've been burying myself in my studies right after i finish my breakfast lo. dun wana think too much.. heh. but dun think i really did that much la. haha. cos i was like half sleeping after i finish my chem. heh. now ar, the maths is driving me crazy. that's why must come online and release some stress. haha. it's a wonder how much steam u can let out just by writing or saying everything out. hmm..

as i was talking to mel ytd ar, he set me thinking.. i dun understand guys as much as i tot i did ba. the guys i noe are more abnormal. haha. not that typical. heh.. and i seriously dun understand wad he's been trying to say lo.. he say that girls shld be more straight to the point and stop beating ard the bush when we're trying to say something. then i told him that i told him right in the face how i feel. then that dumb idiot say i lidat worse. cos guys not used to such straightforwardness. alamak! wad does guys wan??!! heh. then weng was saying that guys are oversensitive for the wrong things and undersensitive for the wrong things too. nv will they be just on the dot for the right things. kinda true ba.. heh. so wad shld i blame? guy's nature or girl's nature? keke. forget it man.. it's all my fault la. but kinda true la.. i've kicked up a fuss for nothing? there is this status question remember? booooo~! and i said i'll drop this matter and let it go ytd.. it's not worth straining our friendship.. he've done his part and i've done mine ba.. DO NOT EXPECT TOO MUCH MAN!~

and then ne, after talking with weng ar, i realise, i'm really kinda unhappy lately ba. that's the whole prob. my tolerance level will drop and my sensitivity level will increase. haha. and then, actually, he did more than wad he shld have do le.. i'm just being greedy. yeap.. heh. i really very greedy leh. finish almost all the food on the table this morning. haha. then mummy was asking me why my appetite suddenly so big. muahaha.. maybe cos i've cleared my dumps? and then leh, i like the kou rou bao and yam cake ma.. boooo~! haha. tml no more this kinda nice and warm breakfast le.. booo~! haha.

i'll be able to face everything man!! haha. give a smile!! show him that nothing has been strained.. i can do it!! and dumbo! can u stop getting so paranoid over those things? izit affecting ur life tt much? unless u are guilty of something. which i dun think there is right? haha.. booooo~! cheerios boy~! keke.. stop being so retarded!! oh no.. tml gotta climb so much stairs again.. why cant the hall be at level 1??!! boooo~! haha..

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