Friday, July 16, 2004

god.. please bring ailing back to us. wake her up. bless her. and everyone ard me. please. i really can't take anymore da ji. trouble comes in grps. i keep on having this bad omen that something bad is going to happen. esp when i board 963 today. i dunno why.. really duno..

gh.. thanks for cheering me up today. thou u din make me cry.. i was dying to cry. but u only managed to make me think of food. heh. i really dunno who to msg le. and i simply can't open my mouth lo. heh. but it wld be really be better if u were to gimme the ice cream and fall down the stairs. and hopefully, lemmi bite. doesn't tt sound nicer?

and the biggest thanks goes to mingyao and daniel!~ u all made me cried. and cry real hard man! everything's been bottled inside, and i just can't seem to cry out. see ailing, i only walk out in daze. fixated gaze. but i can't cry. i see them cry until so poor thing, i can only stone. thou i cried on my way home, that's nothing as compared to the tears u all lured out. oso dunno how u all do it one. and u 2 make me luff in the end oso. remember one left one right hor!

i really fainted from shock just now lo. damn tt cat. nothing stay there for wad. nearly bump into it. and i was crying and walking at the same time lo. nearly collaspe. only collaspe on the wall when i enter the lift. for goodness sake. grr.. why din i let aaron send me home? then nothing like this wld happen right? abish!

really.. crying does help. it helps u vent out all ur emotions that's bottled up. i feel so relieved after that. dunno wad's the volume of the tears orh. heh. but where's the shoulders when i need it most? darn. now my face muscles is so relaxed now lo. can smile le. finally. just now is tense until i'm in total daze. hmm..

i love u, everyone! includes ppl who love me, hate me, no feelings towards me, helped me, harmed me, dun like me, bullied me, bitten by me! every single one of u..!

anyway.. happy birthday huiling!!

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