Wednesday, June 09, 2004

good question. wad's the defination of liking someone? i really tot tt it's tt u feel very good talking to him, miss him every now and then, let him disrupt ur train of tots constantly. but izit really true? i think it isn't now. after much serious think on my side for the past few days. these feelings will fade. and it really did fade. i can't feel these anymore. sort out everything. it's just ttm on my part. i dun like him...! oh my god! made me think so much then realise tt. and now i've realise my mistake, i feel empty again. wad do i wan man?! *biong* but it's better this way then let someone hurt u right?

i'll nv forget how jianwei hurt me. heh. cannot forget the flood i create for him in the library. but it's my fault right? for falling so deeply and quickly. heh. wonder wad's he doing now. oh gosh! wad am i thinking?! *abish* but anyway, i think it's my retribution. for hurting hy. but wad can i do? things done cannot be undone..

kenneth's bdae is coming soon. heh. a day i had looked forward for sooo long once. but now, i dun feel anything at all now. and i'm smart enuf to give him the present earlier. i knew i wun have the chance to give him the present. heh.

i tot tt time can heal all wounds. but it didn't really. even if the wounds are healed, can u make sure tt there's going to leave no scar? time can really heal superficial wounds. but i doubt it can heal deep wounds.. if not, why does the pain come back once in a while? and why am i listening to xian wei jing xia de ai qing now?! *���瑙�浣�涔������变��浣� ��跺��������浣������ョ�辨�����涓���荤�����琛� 浜茬�辩��璁╂��蹇�~璁颁����ｄ��浜�������缁�浜����浠�缁�* can see the words? heh. lyrics for the song. i'm not going to believe my feelings so easily now. nv listen to my heart. my brain is more clear. i have enuf of everything. really enough..

lai! i'm sure u can get over it one! dun think too much can le. yea.. but it's good to think somehow la. heh. u are always influencing me lo. LOLZ! heh. xiangz! heh.

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