Tuesday, June 08, 2004

oh my goodness! i ate the whole pack of potato chips just now. i'm sooo guilty now. gosh! tml must go running le la! no running off from it. heh. die! and other than that, i ate mango, guava, 2 piece of chocolates. i'm doomed! but i ate it at different times of the day ok. aiyo. i'm sooooo sad. bleh.

well, that's beside the point la. i dunno why, suddenly missed everyone. oh my god! where's my gang? all gone.. weng, yanxin, shihua, zhengxuan, mel, danny. where are they? and alicia, chee kee, ben, jincheng and everyone else? i've only caught up with weng and abit with shihua. we are really seperated hor? stupid schools la. haiz.. oh my god. i missed the days we pon band together, face chew together, chalet, ubin trip, bbq, band dinners, malaysia tour, long and tiring band pracs, the esso, fiesta, COMP! and the day before the sars break and all the things. and oh ya! tt bdae u all celebrated for me! play with water somemore la! made me fall right on my butt! pain! and oso, stupid ppl, dun believe me tt my kitchen really on fire. enjoying life in my room somemore. and oso the surprised party for weng. oso play with water and it rained right? the failed kite. and i believe i fell too right? why am i always falling? yanxin ar, remember how u teach me how to cycle not? made me fell too. and ubin, i flew somemore. my scars still ard ok.. heh. haha. all those stupid stuffs, including using sanitary pad to stop bleeding. twice somemore! haha.

first, i wan give a big sorry! to liqi again. i'm sorry that we doubt u. we would have so much good times together without tt incident right? and no one believed u except shihua. tt's pretty disheartening right? i promise tt i'll open my eyes and ears big big to tell the differences btw a real fren and a backstabber. heh. but luckily, we resolved everything. sat like nothing had happened btw us le right? thanz for standing by me with weng and shihua all the times. haha. i can still remember how u all flood the library tt day. made me turn into a clown and tried cheering the 3 of u all up man! heh. and the tot of making the library our home, with everything. in the end, we only managed to put our shoes and blazzar inside hor? hee. the library is the best of all in the whole band room. the place where we shared secrets, troubles, happiness, gossips, ghost stories. but now, it's not ours anymore. haha. i love of of u!

alrights, now i wan thank my darling weng. remember we dun really like each other somewhere ard sec one or two right? haha. so funny. i didn't noe tt only after i read my diary. same as u right? classmates for 4 yrs, yet it felt like centuries. i nv regret knowing u! maybe ar, if elaine nv go away, we wun be tt close ba. heh. u helped me when i'm down in the dumps. u tell me u love me too! heh. and i suddenly remember, me and tt idiot lied to u about cheekee thingy b4 right? i still feel so sorry. tt day ar, cannot forget. but i got a feeling, u forgot. due to ur.. u shld noe hor? haha. now we in seperate schools le. but i still feel the bond with u. heh. it's like no one can replace u lo. haha. oOps. goOsebumps? hee. i still dunno why, i like can only tell u my deepest feelings. the things i told u are the things i wrote in my diary lidat lo. heh. honoured? u better be.. haha. i'm always here for u dear. although, it's always me needing help and not u hor? how come ar? muacks!

of course i nv say the rest of u nv help me la. hee. still remember the bukit pangjang thingy? me and my big mouth, yet i took the bus home. then haha! zhengxuan! our saviour always! funny. and dumb yanxin act nerd right? heh. i missed the chalet where we had so much fun. but i'm not going to org another one! heh. and oh ya, i oso can remember we all cursing jh they all together. haha. all zx's fault la! the hp thingy. but they deserve that la. and our poor shihua, stuck in the middle. hee. and late for tt dumb graduation thingy. haha. all overslept. we very great right? nv tidy my hair, i quciky get out of the house le. haha. wad to do? 3 days nv sleep at all leh. and everyone's talking about prom, yet we screw up our graduation thingy. hee. cannot tahan our gang leh. heh. talking about graduation, i didn't expect me to cry on the day of the comp. last day. heh. the sentence "SWISS COTTAGE, GOLD!" wow! sounds so nice right? hrmp... and everyone was jumping, hugging, crying like mad. wonderful day. heh. nv regret joining band after all. right guys? now that we are on our seperated ways, it's so sad tt we can't get together and do all those stupid stuffs. heh. i really enjoyed all ur company. and marc the shortie. jianhong the dumbo. danny, i missed ur "kelly........." though the hitting was sorta irritating, but i missed it too shio. haha. i feel so sad suddenly. seems tt everything has come to an end lidat. the show is over, and a new show is on air. haiz.. miss ya!

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